I love art i think im kinda competent at it sometimes, but i feel so… empty, i don’t feel creative, and i don’t think im worth anything, the track record kinda proves it anyway, at what year am i gonna be like “yeah this just isn’t it” and move on, who am i kidding I should’ve.
How do i keep living
How do i keep living
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Alas, I do not. All I can say is that imposter syndrome is real and affects everyone, and it sounds like you're getting it as well.
Just keep doing your best, kitty. The world's going to hell in a handbasket, but we got our "little" group, you included.
All i wanted was a normal career, not even success, not even a lot of money just enough to feel safe.
And i feel like any month could be my last… and there are a lot of friends i know i could rely on but…
I don’t want to and that’s my problem! Its not fair to any of them
I just need to catch a break…
But those don’t come easy and that’s the shitty part about life
“The universe is taking care of me” or whatever, I’m just gonna keep drawing these diapers
It's hard to ask for help but if you need it that's what friends are there for, after all you would do the same for them if the situation were reversed.
I really hope things look up for you soon