On the way home 🥰
I finally went in, saw a drag queen, found where the bears are, had a few drinks
I eventually took my sweater off and waved around ma bits. I left soon after so as not to push my luck
Had a dance and held my husbands hand in public. Feels good! He deserves this version of me
I finally went in, saw a drag queen, found where the bears are, had a few drinks
I eventually took my sweater off and waved around ma bits. I left soon after so as not to push my luck
Had a dance and held my husbands hand in public. Feels good! He deserves this version of me
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Next time. Ty Zy 🥰🥰🥰
I’ve learned that after the stuff I’ve been through I see human connection as a chore instead of a comfort.
I hate being alone. I get exhausted by people. All I can do is try. Ty for helping. 🥰
But I do want to take Cub dancing, make sure his needs aren’t ignored because of mine.
Im also not going to make many adventures sitting at home, and I’m feeling adventurous.
All that tells me is that you don’t get to go out because I haven’t been able to.
I will change that. 🥰😘
I couldn’t tell because my eyes were closed 🤣
Big belly rubs to you and @cuboom.bsky.social 💜💜💜
Cub got his.
And it’s daddy’s day. And I’ve only unloaded twice so far. That’s average beastie!
AVERAGE!
I’m being treated appallingly
Are you even back from your holidays? 🥰
Did you have a nice time? I hope you did.
It was rough Pete. It feels HUGE! 🥰🥰🥰
The doorman ‘what’s wrong with him?’
‘Anxiety. Got hurt in a bar.’
‘Oh! See me if you need anything’
And massive HUGS for challenging yourself through something that has so much brain chemistry to deal with.
I’ll take all the positive reinforcement I can get on this topic. 🥰🥰🥰
Also, you waved around your bits! 🤤
I’m really proud of myself. Cub tried to tell me I should have been proud of myself and I cut him off.
I’m proud of me because every single part of this was hard. Every part.
Thanks hun. Love ya. 😘
Thanks for sharing it.
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Thanks for asking. I hadn’t thought about it like that until you did. Huh. I had a better time than I thought. Ty x
Stand tall
Stand proud
Stand together
Well done
Ty. He’ll be in a good mood all day.
Thank you.
Super proud of you xxx
But I did it and dressed kinda slutty too. (Eventually)
And I was still holding back. I secretly had my jock on under the tear away pants but not this time. 🥰🥰🥰
Thanks for your help Joe. Cub deserves nights out and to meet pups and stuff
You both deserve good nights out xxx
You like gizmos?
But I did it! I can do anything!
Anything but mathematics
Thanks guys. I process my problems through talking it out. Thanks for always being here for me. I never had that before. It’s so cool.
I've been in those shoes, the suffocating panic of going in being in a crowd of strangers. The utter panic, its hell, but you did it. Even if you were looking at the floor, you were there and jumped into the deep end.
That right there is progress for the better
I was so scared. I can’t control the chemicals that flood through me.
I tried so hard. Controlled my breathing. Cbd vape. Pre drinking.
But I couldn’t relax.
Maybe next time.
Thanks azure. 🥰🥰🥰
Since then, I am constantly pushing myself to try new things, new experiences. Rock concerts, hidden bars, and so much food!
You've got this, Bear.
Feels like being back at school. 🤣🤣🤣 but I did it! Yay!
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Next time will be easier
Ty Joey x