4 is worse than 3 is worse than 2 is worse than 1 etc. I’m starting to think the newborn sleep deprivation after a near death experience is as good as it’s going to get. 🙃 WHY WON’T MY FUCKING 4 YEAR OLD JUST APOLOGIZE WHEN HE DOES SOMETHING HURTFUL TO OTHERS!? I apologize to him all the time.