I’ll never be good enough for anyone, or anything. I’m too sick to be able to contribute positively in any meaningful way to this world, and I’m tired of being a burden on all those around me. I think it’s time I gave up for good. I’m too ill to ever get better and it’s my own fault.
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But I can’t seem to hold a job, and my partner insists I don’t contribute at all to the relationship or the household and I am feeling really down about it.
It feels like having battled treatment resistant depression for 2 decades, I should have made some progress, but it doesn’t seem to be the case. I keep falling back into the depths of the darkness over and over again and it feels selfish to keep asking for help.
I feel like there’s gotta be more things I can try, I’m just not sure where to start looking, I guess
May I share what saved me? I am only asking as unwarranted advice always makes me want to through a brick through a window.