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Can be #NSFW single female late 30's I don't owe you an explanation F*ck around and find my demon
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I wish I could be less sometimes, as I push too much, more I share this to normalize that feeling parallel process #poetry

Silly rabbit, trusting people is for kids.

Trying my best to get out of my own head; it’s a bad neighborhood lately.

First time he sang for me, playing his guitar, I was entranced- As we grew, together, apart, together, we sang our songs, those melodies dancing in the years. #sensewords #prompt 77

What is sorrow if not a splinter to one’s heart. #vss365 #poet #writer

If you could feel what I feel Meet my monsters inside You wouldn't tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die You would let me let go youtu.be/pEF_1P8cK6Y?...

Good mornafterevenight, folks. My motivation does not exist today. With 0 chance of returning to bed and 100% chance of bullshit in the forecast, the best we can do is hope to summon the strength to deal with it. Good luck.

Trying to find blue skies today but I just keep looking Down Some days are harder to keep my head Up These are the days I find my sky in the reflections in the Ground #Prose #Photography #EastCoastKin #BlueskyMonday

I'm really struggling today My head is finally clear of the PMDD doom but now I have to deal with everything that happened. I lost my job and need to figure out what and who I need to contact I lost my car have absolutely no idea how to buy a new one or sort insurance as I've always had company1

The more that I speak my mind The more I get left behind 'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy No one wants to carry, carry The more that I spill my soul The more that I get let go 'Cause I'm the kind of heavy, heavy No one wants to carry Bleeding out, biting on my tongue youtu.be/g--_k7zd6Uo?...

The insomnia&doubt that creep in after a PMDD episode are another level of torture. I keep thinking everything was my fault. I was just an exploding vessel of self-hate and anyone who dared to care got hurt. But then I'm like... did they actually care? Did I deserve to be blamed for my disease.

I used to be a ray of sunshine The life of the party The people pleaser putting everyone else first Everyone loved me Basked in my presence And soaked up all the happy I had Now I'm empty A cold cloud That drenches everyone in darkness They scatter and hide Not a single sunbeam in sight #vss365

Really enjoyed reliving the concert with #RØRY last night. The live stream was epic as I got to see it from a completely different perspective. Some days her songs have sometimes been the only thing to help me survive the day. It's a concert I won't forget for a very long time

Homesick for a place I've never been Nostalgic for a love I've yet to feel.

My brothers rose is absolutely stunning this year. My mum gave me a small cutting she didn't think I'd be able to keep alive. I wanted it as token for my brother as I am so far from his grave but I am not green fingered at all. Somehow it survived and the year I cut down the family tree it thrives

That last phone call Was all it took The love I once had The guilt I lived The shame I became Obliterated Those threads of hope Sliced through with those final words My shame and blame exonerated When the narcissist showed their true colours. #vss365