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Hi :p I'm a 28 yo from Italy 🇮🇹🏳️‍🌈
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Not sure why I'm writing it here to my vast audience :p but I guess it's better than letting the thoughts rattle around in the head. They feel more real when I actually say them.

I'm a bit stuck, it's hard to go on with my plan and finish uni and get a job. I mean... It is pretty easy but I have some work to do on my mind I guess, to teach it to not feel so bad when I try to get out of isolation, that it's actually good for me and not a menace.

Having a nice evening :) it's absurd: a part of me wants me to isolate myself from others and it works and I spend the days all apathetic and stuff but when I finally do something I always feel so much better

I'm not feeling well these last few days... very apathetic and I don't wanna do anything. It's weird because I DO wanna do a lot of stuff, I wanna change my life for the good but... well, it's complicated.

Yayyy having a chill night. I have a friend who I have to write to for a while though and I have to do it, I will not be stopped by anxiety!!! (I might get stopped)

I wanna talk with other people but it's haaaaard vnv

FUCK the gen z

I have to stop hate-reading all kinds of bullshit. It's a very bad habit and it's hard to change but at least I'm being much better than in the past

I love how I'm discovering myself and being actually understanding and forgiving instead of all the shame I've always felt without even realising it

Yesterday: my bicycle pedal fell off, which made me lose balance and fall and when I got home there was the cat screaming at me because I haven't been petting her for 2 hours

So, mum and dad went away for Easter, they'll be back next saturday. Now, I'm 28, I obviously know how to manage a house, cleaning, laundry, groceries and whatnot but I've also been feeling some pretty heavy anxiety and that's funny: I'm having the home alone anxiety that a 13yo would have lol

🤣 = I've never been more angry in my entire life

I still remember the first time I saw a social media outrage, it was on Reddit in like 2013. It went the usual way, you start reading a bad news of some sort, you scroll down to the enraged comments and you start to get enraged too.

Sleepy time byeee :3

It's been many years but I still feel kind of weird when I run a game through steam or whatever, it feels wrong. It's the 🏴‍☠️ in my head screaming at me in the distance to go back to the olden way

i love point and click adventure games!!!!!!!!!

I wanna buy the tomb raider remaster for my dad's birthday but they don't sell physical pc games anymore :( I don't wanna gift him a printout of an email!

hello everyone, I'm feeling ok which is fine uwu I should sleep though

Thief is such a good game. There was a twitter account that posted screenshots of fan maps and it was such a vibe.

Hmmm it's bed time but I've been having a weird feeling, not sure how to describe it.

Cringe!!!

Sorry for the long post. I will NOT give a tl;dr *evil*

It's weird because initially I made this account just to lurk, like I've always done, for years. Then... well, it's a long story, but I decided maybe it would be nice to try to "join the other humans", so to speak, instead of always being far away, terrified and anxious of talking with others.

Just went to bed, feeling pretty chill. I hope you're all doing fine too :>