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A librarian cat girl who just wants to read, write and play cozy games. PNG Model: starlightakari.bsky.social UPDATE: Things are not going well with health so going to just play by ear on things.
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Going to try to make myself finish school work but of course the day I decide to do it my creative writing brain tries to lure me away.

Well today was a I had to choose violence day but that's okay we can still mellow out. I will work on school work tomorrow lol

I think im going to make today a chill work day and clear my head

I wish it was autumn and winter. I know why people love spring and summer and that's good but I miss the cold crisp days of not sweating like Im a waterfall and then drying up like a desert. I need to learn to make homemade pumpkin spice lattes.

Shine on, shone on Harvest moon way up in the sky! I aint had no loving since April January June or July. Snow time aint no time to stay outdoors and spoon~ So Shine on, Shine on Harvest Moon~

So i jinxed it being excited about right side and finally getting rid of some of the pain over there. Now I can truly feel the left side pain and I am like how am I surviving this lol. I mean tbf I am not surviving well but I am like dang I hurt more than I thought I was. 😭

Update I finally got my new glasses without a scratch on them and holy heck its so nice to be able to see clearly! I am hoping this will help with the dizziness and BS I have been suffering I actually managed to sleep for 30 minutes in my nap too! Progress is happening!

Fair warning to folks Twitch is having some streaming issues a few folks have been struggling with streams and it has nothing to do with Internet. Just a fair warning if you stream today and things go wonky! its most likely not you!

So since the world has decided to be stupid I think I am going to try and write my werewolf romance. Its gonna be stupid pointless but its my stupid pointless novel. Also going to restart my murder mystery series. Just gotta remember to murder folks this round!

The freedom of having less pain is insane. i just realized how tired I actually am. I am like so freaking tired but so freaking happy. I don't care. I am just so fucking thankful my ear popped and it did something good 😭

Omg yall I don't know if this is irony, or what but my right ear popped and suddenly majority of the pain and dizziness i have been suffering for months MONTHS! i am hoping this means less dizzy spells, no more vertigo maybe, AND I laid down to test and I think I might get sleep tonight! 😭

Welp I didn't think the dizzy spells could get worse but they can! I actually felt my eye start to move it was the weirdest feeling and im like not sure what's worse that or when I lose control of my limbs. 😭

I got Shine On Harvest Moon and The Girl From Ipanema fighting it out in my head. Odd remix but kinda works.

Man I feel bad but I kind of have a fear of streaming atm. Like I will be like screw it going to stream then think about some things that make me go nope I don't want to deal with that and click out of OBS. Im generally going to take as long as I need before coming back. My confidence is gone

Wow realized I hadn't written anything for a bunch of weeks now. And when I wrote some notes last night on paper with a pen I forgot how good that feeling is. It was a list on organizing my medication intake but still felt nice. Reminded me how I used to write whole stories in notebooks. 🥹

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Saw the life sized pokemon and I got my hopes up we finally are getting life sized Clodsire body plush pillow and no D:

Gonna do a basically a rid of excess sugar detox in my system that yes it will make me not okay because body will be confused and yes it has to be done because its not going well health wise will update more I know!

So after the dizzy spell that caused me to fall I haven't been the same sense and have been experiencing a pressure. So tonight we decided to check my blood pressure and its uh not good. Hopefully taking the second blood pressure pill will help but im really going to have to actually get serious. ><

HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13th!

I am almost certain I had 1 hr of sleep!