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b3llad0na.bsky.social
25 She/They 🏳️‍⚧️ I have the best moms in the world 🥺 Pilot (Pvt, IFR, Commercial, CFI (working on CFII and Multi) Goddamn I love cheese and steam trains
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Heres another I took. I dont think Im *quite* there yet but my weight loss over time is really helping! #trans

I live in an area where I am *constantly* in boymode b/c safety and other reasons, but last night I said fuck it and goddamn I think I looked amazing

Ok Im absolutely celebrating because I just hit 255 after being 305 last year and goddamn I feel great <3

The severe lack of being called "good girl" and no collar got me like *Sadge pubbygirl noises*

W-women p-p-retty 0/////0

Okay so the gayest thing that happened to me in 2024 was that I was on #vrchat, met a really hot lady, and she doordashed me takis. Ever see lady and the tramp? The spaghetti kiss scene? Yea we did that with takis and it was so fucking gay #lesbian

Ok this has been fucking with my brain and I need to ask If I have 9 out of 9, that's 100% 9÷3=3, so one third of 9 is 3 Thing is, one third = 33.333% 33.333×3 = 99.999%, not 100% So percentage wise using thirds, 9 outta 9 would be 99.999%, not 100% without rounding I hate #math

#puppygirl #puppyposting

Does anyone else stim when they are happy and or comfy by making doggo noises? :3 #trans #puppygirl

Does anyone else have a massive issue where they can't say no to people because their parents had no concept of what the word no means unless they were the ones saying it, or is that just me

Idiot just follow the instructions The instructions:

Just finished watching sonic 3, genuinely good movie! Like an 8/10, though Im docking points because they didnt make a "pissing on the moon" joke :(

Where is she? 🥺🥺🥺

What didn’t kill me didn’t make me stronger. It gave me crippling anxiety, a lot of unhealthy coping mechanisms, some really nasty nightmares, the ability to drink enough caffeine to kill a horse, and made me into a cynic who cusses way more than necessary.

I dont wanna spoil anything but the final issue of the tf2 comic came out yesterday and the ending got my highkey sobbing #tf2

Goes to show that sometimes your chosen family is just so, so much more loving @arcantha.bsky.social @supersoftgock.bsky.social I love you two so fucking much and I wish I had enough money to escape this hellhole.

(2/2) so when I go to eat a small handful of peanutbutter pretzels (Im talking like 5), my father immediately leans in and whispers "those probably arent good for you" in the most condescending tone. So there goes any confidence I had from working out and doing right for the first time in forever.

TW: Trauma(ish). I think I now understand where my eating disorder comes from; I went to my legal guardians home for the holidays, and though Ive lost ~20lbs recently, my mothers first reaction was to ask why Im so big, then she tried to make me eat more despite me saying no, insisting nonstop (1/2)

The steady increase in trans puppygirl followers means soon we may hit puppycule critical mass ♡ 🏳️‍⚧️ #tras #puppygirl

"God made you a man! He knows best, so why do you defy him, your genitals define you, why cant yoj be normal?" Me: "hehe pubbygorl go awoo :3" @skeletron9k.bsky.social #trans #puppygirl

Working out to get stronger so I can carry future smol or big wife - I WILL become the muscle mommy of my dreams (in 2-4 years, celebrating 1.5 months of continuous gym ;3)

Wheres the netflix anime about 2 trans puppygirls snuggling and doing gay dog things shaking my smh

You come into MY DMS pat MY HEAD and call ME GOOD GIRL?! #trans #puppygirl

the wearder the puppygirl the better

Can open her? Probably. Forgiv am very eepy

Shiddin is the tax for eating 😌

You ever just accidentally unlock a repressed memory and sorta just be like "yea that tracks."

Bought myself a yoga ball so I can "excersize" in vr better ;3 Bouncy bouncy :333 #vrchat

Inside me there are 2 moods, and I want to be both of them at the same time #trans

Shamelessly stolen from reddit but its such a mood

Warm fresh Churros are PEAK dessert food fight me.

estrogen will literally make u a puppy then give you dysphoria cause u don't grow a tail 😭

My body is a machine that turns diet coke into piss

Holy shit this is the fucking dream

got my e injection from my gf while turbo puppybrained and obscenely high last night i think it fixed me

Listen, I dont care what biology says - if she pumps me full of enough cum Im bound to be bred like a good girl! #trans #puppygirl #goodgirl

This might be an incredibly long shot here but does anyone know a Board Certified Psychologist/chiatrist who would be willing to fill out an FAA gender dysphoria report for me? I need it to renew my medical so I can keep my career. Totally fine with zoom or whatever, it just needs to be signed

Eepy, sleepy, perhaps even comfy. All I need now is a cute gal to share my eepyness with

Changed my phone notification sound to the one from #cyberpunk2077 and every time it dings it gives me a little seratonin

(2/2) Then she had the gall to say one of the most hurtful things ever to me. I wasnt talking much if at all today, and she said "you know, its nice to actually have quiet today" while looking me directly in the eyes. Yay.

Btw fuck my boss - came in to work today with the beginnings of a cold (overall felt mostly fine but voice was shot). Boss proceeds to berate me saying "I worked for 2 weeks before thanksgiving sick but you didnt see me asking for time off." And essentially trying to guilt me (1/2)