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oh yea and after speaking to psychiatrist, turns out me being extra sweaty lately is because of the prozac, and that's not going away.

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Doesn’t feel great that my therapist is like “hey why isn’t this working” I dont really know. How am I supposed to stop having a hard time ordering my thoughts into something that makes sense to say?

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wife: how was guarding the two paths today, honey? guard: [looking away] fine wife: did something happen? guard: [tearing up] no wife: would the other guard tell me something happened?

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Three times I’ve brought up a book bound in human skin that we have at a library in my city, and people look at me like I’m crazy.

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Every day my manager comes into my office and asks me what I have to do that day. I hate it. Either give me something to do or let me do what I was going to. Dont make me have to justify myself each day to you.

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Another week of therapy, another day where I feel like shit for not being able to hold a conversation.

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Giant Bomb has resurrected and is now independently owned by the people who run it. You dont see the good guys win in games media much anymore. This is big. If you care about games and how they're covered, support @giantbomb.bsky.social

submitted 12 days ago • 13 comments

My therapist noticed my tendency to address silence with awkward “um so” or other fillers. I just can’t help but feel like a freak after these sessions.

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youtu.be/rLwbzGyC6t4?... I'll never get tired of Seth Meyers naming random Massachusetts towns. Like none of them are close to each other

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I've been going to meetups because my therapist told me to, and it always feels weird. It feels like it's either people who are regulars, or people who just moved to the area. I dont know, it just feels weird when people ask me where i'm from and i'm just like "i'm from here"

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Had probably the first normalish conversation with my therapist yesterday. It’s probably a fluke but hopefully I’m getting better.

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i've probably complained about this before but i have such a hard time taking vacations. It's a mix of not having anything that makes me happy and how expensive it is to travel.

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Man i wish the Underburbs and The Last Halloween continued

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So like i had few people say Pantheon was great, but damn is it so good. Like maybe if it had a larger budget for animation and advertising it could have been huge. Sadly i think it's just another victim of people not taking animation seriously as a way to tell stories.

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My therapy lately has been just “try and have a normal conversation with me” and I feel like shit each time. I tend to ramble or just go quiet because I can’t think of a way to keep it going. I keep using fillers like “uuuuh” to fill dead air and give me time to think. I’m such a failure.

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doin what i do most night when i got nothing to do tomorrow...stayin up too late gettin drunk and watching awesome animated music videos

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I’m a simple man, I see flatwoods monster merch at an artist alley, I buy the flatwoods monster merch

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Digital Circus is still great, but Gaslight District…

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Yo, The Gaslight District is so fuckin good

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Just found out my new lease is month-to-month. I dont like that kind of instability, but it might just be the kick i need to get back to house hunting.

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

My coworker keeps saying “land” when he means to say “LAN” and it’s driving me crazy

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

Nobody wants me, nobody is like “well I wasn’t interested but if [gclaw4444] is going then sure”

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I was gonna say I might have some worth, but I realized the worth would be what I owned not who I am. I have no worth. Same with people saying they like my shirt or my jacket, they dont like >me<. Nothing about me is good.

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I’m on two different anti-depressants, I’m in therapy for social anxiety, I find on Saturday nights they hang out on discord together without me, I feel like most friends at best tolerate me, I can barely hold a conversation with my family…it’s getting harder to see how I’m not a waste of life.

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Man, as soon as I wanna do something everyone’s busy. This is why I never try and celebrate my birthday

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Another therapy session, another day of feeling horrible about my conversational skills. God I’m worthless

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Sometimes I think if I listen to No Children enough I’ll finally go through with it

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It was my birthday today…I dont think I can last much longer

submitted 48 days ago • 0 comments

Nothing like another therapy session to make me feel worse. I can’t even have a normal conversation with someone.

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@hundredsofbeavers.bsky.social Some interesting facts on the front page of Wikipedia today.

submitted 51 days ago • 0 comments

I feel like therapy always makes me feel worse about myself. Maybe it’s like working out, no pain no gain, but so far it just feels like I’m doing everything wrong.

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i've probably said this before, but man do i hate having to rate things in therapy.

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Ugh I dont want to be on two antidepressants, why can’t I just be happy

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Thinking about social anxiety and my past. Both my parents are very social and do public speaking, kinda type A personalities. That meant they would do all the talking and not really notice when I wasn’t. When they did, it turned into a kind of interrogation.

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Okay, this Order of St. George stencil ended up a bit better than last time. I even added some glow in the dark paint. Now to cut it out and sew it on my jacket. #somethingiskillingthechildren

submitted 67 days ago • 0 comments

Watched a pretty bad horror anthology movie called Cryptids. It features melon heads, Hopkinsville goblins, the Dover demon, Loveland frogman, the beast of bray road, chupacabras, bigfoot, and kinda mothman. I’m a bit biased but I think I liked the Dover Demon one the best.

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Well the stencil plan didn’t work out too well

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