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My doctor changed my diagnosis to "Endocrine Disorder" in November without me asking--because he saw the writing on the wall. Ask your doctors to do the same--Just to protect your access to life-saving medication.

Trans Prom - Tera

🤖 Hi! I'm Tera, another "newbie" tto our system. I'm a furry lizard robot girl thing. I'm also the only "digital" alter, yet my art is unusually analog this ttime. Go figure! (It's because of a long story involving a wet tablet >x<)

Do you ever think about how when you put high fructose corn syrup on your corn flakes you're basically eating 100% corn? - Tera thoughts at 2am

I'm always the one it's okay to forget about, leave out, ignore. Always have been. Always outside looking in. sigh.

oh dang, you still post on twitter because you "get engagement there?" that's cool. I still hang out at that nazi bar everyone always talks about from that allegory because their drink specials are pretty good. all my old friends stopped going because of the nazis, but I'm making some new ones

I'm really just sad and constantly disoriented because of a million different reasons and not because of a few of very obvious psychological issues

🐝 New alter dropped, hihi y'all

I'm sorry for not doing or being enough.

Oh boy oh boy I love having nightmares about my issues with low artistic self worth and envy of other artists that makes me feel even less worthy as an artist

Please don't forget me, okay?

I heard these people like anime, maybe this will help convey the message.

Remember, you don't own your games, you just license them. Unrelated, remember that if you can't own it then it's not stealing.

So anyway, I created an updated version of that XdanielArt chart that contains all the Adobe alternatives since there are a lot more now than there were back when that list was originally made, and Adobe has continued to get shittier and shittier.

You know it's bad when you start looking at why the righties are claiming something's a good economic thing, to try and hold onto any semblance of hope, even if it's a lie. I wish I wasn't smart enough to know exactly why they're wrong.

Sigh.

What they don't tell you about depression and anxiety and OCD and ADHD is how you can burn out over nothing SO HARD that your creative bones shatter and you cease being able to create anything.

Anxiety fucking sucks and I hate being like this. I hate being rendered completely non-functional because of it. I hate being unable to turn off the fear and worry. I hate being so broken.

I have spent nearly all week in a state of uncontrollable panic because of a medication interaction. I thought yesterday it was over and better, but today, I'm still panicking! It's not nearly as bad, I can sorta function, but WHY CAN'T THIS BE OVER!?

Black Arms HRT: Transcending Human Limits Part 3: The Many Tales of Theriankind (1/3) (Ft. @entroart.bsky.social )

I would love to not live in a psychological horror movie timeline