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I am feeling better 🙂‍↕️ I’m excited to go home

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I imagined them sitting with my waiting for dinner and it’s making me feel lots of things I miss the shape of them? If that makes sense I miss like giggling we were so funny together

submitted 8 hours ago • 1 comment

Feeling pretty emotional right now 🥲 these ups and downs are truly owie to my heart

submitted 8 hours ago • 0 comments

Dang back to masturbation making me sick to my stomach :( I hate that this happens it makes me think everything sexual is disgusting and legitimately makes my stomach turn

submitted 1 day ago • 1 comment

Wowowow things feel good? I am still out of town and this did happen last time but I get to come back and move! Hardest thing for me will be packing when I’m home. No longer in the home I lived in with my ex so those feelings won’t torment me anymore. It’s been extremely hard being in that space

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Btw I’ve been emotionally regulating a bit better idk what that dream was I guess stress? My and my ex talked about how healing isn’t linear today and it is v true 😌

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Had a dream me and my whole family had to sleep at my ex’s for some reason and they showed me their new engagement ring and I just lost my mind 😐 And I got my whole family kicked out at 2am because I couldn’t emotionally regulate 😭

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If I end up having Graves’ disease I’m gonna cry 🥲 I’m learning so much about it and things are about to get so much worse if so

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Whoaaa my health is really really bad and worse then I could’ve imagined

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

I need to get a ukulele I can travel with I get BIG itches to play when I’m out of town

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

I was confident enough to count in Spanish to a minimal English speaking client today and I’m so proud of myself!! I have been getting irrationally embarrassed my whole life and I’m trying to work through that. I’m not sure why. I can only assume something in my childhood keeps me from living fully

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

It truly doesn’t matter but owie

submitted 3 days ago • 0 comments

Uh ohhhh hurt my own feelings again lmao

submitted 3 days ago • 1 comment

What the hell is happening

submitted 4 days ago • 0 comments

I need to learn Spanish more than ever. Being in America feels bad

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

How do you ask someone if they’re in an open relationship or not??? Like I don’t wanna look like a rude guy 😭

submitted 5 days ago • 0 comments

This is my type 100,000% 🤤 we matched eeeek

submitted 5 days ago • 1 comment

There’s so many attractive people in SF 😵‍💫

submitted 6 days ago • 0 comments

Trying not to cry on this bus The world is so full of love and I hate how hard it is for me to keep connections sometimes. But I can’t wait for new connections to blossom.

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

People taking pictures of their lovers at the golden gate made me tear up 🥲

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

I feel like I’m gonna vomit on this bus oof

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

Just saw someone so excited waited for their loved one to get off the plane I miss someone being excited for me like that, it’s been a long time.

submitted 7 days ago • 0 comments

Thank goodness my mom’s friend paid her bail! She’ll be out tomorrow morning. I’m so angry she got put there for such a bullshit reason.

submitted 8 days ago • 0 comments

My moms in jail and I had to go get her pets I have a flight at 11am and idk wtf to doooooo

submitted 8 days ago • 1 comment

The amount of people I’ve been like yeah I have HPV though so I can’t really do anything and then being like it’s fine! Like… you are the motherfuckers spreading this shit and acting like it doesn’t matter. FUCK YOUU

submitted 8 days ago • 1 comment

Most random people are coming out of the wood works hitting me up now that I’m single 😐

submitted 8 days ago • 0 comments

😐 nevermind

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

Everytime I feel like giving up things become ok again!

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

Holy SHIT I have a place to live???? I’ll be ok?????

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

Today is feeling really hard and heavy. I keep having really high and really low days and I am mentally unregulated and I feel like giving up almost everyday

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

Incredibly hard to masturbate some days because all I can do is think about my ex and it fucks it up? Really annoying that the thought of them fucks me up sexually.

submitted 9 days ago • 0 comments

I also love my boy I’m gonna try really hard for him I don’t wanna have to have someone watch him i would be so sad without him

submitted 10 days ago • 1 comment

I love my hands so much

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

I have to pack up my house tomorrow! Fingers crossed I get all my lease break stuff paid ASAP

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

My mom cleaned my kitchen today while I was at work :) I was living with like 500 fruit flies they are significantly lessened I leave this apartment soon anywho. But I’m happy I got some help

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments