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A rejection without explanation in no way informs me, and at this point, in no way surprises me, which means the entropy is zero. Even in my absolute unfitness, my awareness of the meaningless and uselessness of my existence, my suffering, my expectations and experiences meet at perfect equilibrium.

The Left strove for years to degrade and destroy America, but because they are weak, cowardly and pathetic, they could not finish the job. All they really wanted to do was seize the means of production and reproduction, and live off the labors of others. anti-Christ is simply fulfilling their dream.

I should've finished college, had children, found a career. I should've never left that day in winter, when the snow fell like ashes from the fallout of a nuclear revelation and the radiation begot a destiny of desolation. I should've been an athlete, not an intellectual, a cool kid, not an outcast.

My desire to return to the house in which I grew up is a manifestation of my will to escape my life, start over, try again, having experienced now the consequences of the decisions I made when I was too young to know what any of it meant. The cruelty of life is that we only get one, only one chance.

Can we transcend the master-slave dialectic and the friend-enemy distinction without negating the will and denying the self? This is the question. Does the Will exist in opposition to equality? Does the self exist in antagonism to the other? If we cannot re-enter the womb, then how can we be reborn?

I love watching the Democrats lose their minds, fall completely apart emotionally and psychologically. All those years of excluding others, enforcing ideological homogeneity predicated upon inequity and bad faith, watching it all come burning down is the summit of ecstasy. Sow tyranny, reap tyranny.

Every interaction with the Left is so poisonous, stupid and alienating that maybe I'll look into the Right. The Democrats don't deserve support, anymore. They are unworthy of power or having their voices amplified or even heard. I'm finished entertaining Democratic gibberish and Leftist absurdities.

The idea that a shirt that reads "two genders" is hate speech is the very definition of Orwellian. 2+2=5 is the mathematical representation of the idea that the biological truth of male and female, from which new life emerges, somehow coincides with a multitude of genders. It is totalitarian idiocy.

The conclusion of Faust relates to this very moment. If we reached a state so blissful we would wish it never to end, the deal with Mephistopheles would be complete. To keep a state, you must commit atrocities. America wanted the End of History, a static, eternal universe, and got Tartarus, instead.

Lazarus is mummified, preserved in death, trapped in a totalitarian state. By negating the will and denying the self, all means of evolution, of accident, of change, of escape, are obliterated. All roads out are closed. The Riemann Zeta Function demonstrates that error is the path to eternal truths.

We act as if we have reached the End of History, that what is now or was before must always be. We want to keep the world in this state, keep this state eternally, such that no evolution can happen. We suppress the will and deny the self in order to embalm the world with formaldehyde and mummify it.

Stephen's vision of Christ standing at the right hand of God, the Parousia, is the realization of what Balaam imagined, the immediate awareness of Being, the transcendental subject as the means with which to realize faith, which to say the conscious equipment whereby we realize visions in the world.

Consider the word equity, meaning smoothness, as in messiah, anointed one, such that inequity means bumpiness, disadvantage. In monetary terms, equity is built over time as a function of paying debt, meaning gaining purchasing power as a function of realizing a particular faith, which is a parousia.

D.I.E. makes assumptions about our society they are true, the system is universal, exclusive and partial. The problem is that there is no problem. A system that is universal, exclusive and partial - which implies sequence and hierarchy - is only negative if you lack qualities which confer advantage.

D.I.E. is predicated upon the idea that our society is universal, exclusive and partial, the word equity meaning smoothness, as in the Buddhist concept of "dukkha," meaning bumpiness, often translated as suffering, and related to Einstein's geodesics, Hegel's ruses of reason, Smith's invisible hand.

Diversity, Inclusion and Equity: D.I.E. In the age of the sophist doctrine of the multiverse, which is a physical interpretation of multiculturalism, diversity, which is opposite, ironically, "university," means undermining the culture of capitalist democracy, increasing the entropy of the universe.

I had to get out, liberate myself, the one no one noticed, recognized, cared about. I had to break free of death, to stand again, for I had fallen into the abyss of gravity, the profane judgment of time and space, the infinite mountain of death, out of which life itself emerges. I had to live again.

I wanted to shake it, to break the spell of deontology, to overcome the spirit of death, the weightiness of being, to become light, a being of light, a hymn to crashes and collapses, ashes and disasters. I wanted to shake away the sand of the dream of death and the tyranny of a life lived for death.

Perhaps, I've never actually been human, never been a member of anything, only a stranger, unfamiliar, a suite of questions without answers, a set of problems with no solutions, without authority, gravitas, without weight whatever, only a phantom, only a ghost, forced to haunt the lives of the dead.

They never actually listen, ask the same questions again and again and again, as if you did not respond the first n-th times. What it means is you are irrelevant, forgettable, always a stranger, an inconvenient mystery, never fully human, subjected again and again and again to the same humiliations.

We have come to be ruled by the worst of people because we have become the worst of peoples, because we forsook the love of God, provision for the flourishing of humankind, provision for the flowering of the consciousness of life. We sought in death the substance of life, and life turned against us.

Gravity, death, the state, forces us to share space and time, which is to say, as Kant understood, a mass-bearing object, an I, is already situated in a spacetime background, as human beings are already situated in the forms of male and female. Even puberty is the awakening of our awareness of this.

What has accelerated the death of the United States is the amount of scrutiny, surveillance and suspicion to which its citizens have been subjected. In the Twin Paradox, the twin in motion ages less because he experiences less time, fewer measurements than a being at rest. Too many eyes means death.

In Einstein's Twin Paradox, the one at rest, under the influence of gravity, experiences more time, while the one in motion, outside the influence of gravity, experiences less time. Quantum Mechanics informs us that a measurement affects what is measured. Time, like a measurement, affects the twins.

The whole world is under such constant survey and scrutiny, subjected to such extreme and traumatizing violence and chaos, that we have developed mass paranoia and hysteria. There is no healing or saving America. It is finished. We have become a wretched and ridiculous people, destined to pass away.

I realized today that everywhere I go that has a positive memory or feeling attached to it, nearby is a place that has a negative memory or feeling attached to it, like particle-antiparticle pairs caught in gladiator combat for my future, striving to annihilate one another in a coliseum of identity.

The Democratic Party is a party of whiners, complainers, lazy, weak chimpanzees, just like Christianity, just like the GOP. You are stuck in a dead way of being and a dumb way of doing, which have brought the greatest country in the history of the world to the absolute stupidest possible conclusion.

The world had only ever communicated to me a message of rejection, that I was unwanted, unlovely, an unbearable inconvenience. And the world had suffered for it as much as I had, suffered for the sin of false judgment, wicked faith, the sin of assuming the role of God. And now, it was falling apart.

I possessed in my being the salvific supply, and everywhere I heard the demand issue from a thousand different voices. The whole of being cried out. What I needed, what the world needed, was a vehicle to bring us together, a wormhole of transcendental composition that provided for the new synthesis.

I don't know what it would mean to give up, to cease to believe the Voice, only that I would suffer immensely, and in the aftermath of such a decision, take a leap into nihilism and death. The Hell wherein I dwell is a place of powerlessness, seeing the world fall at a distance too great to save it.

The United States deficit is the real measure of our bad karma, our bad faith, the way we have borrowed against the future, bankrupted the future, in order to fund schemes and programs that profited us nothing but more and more need to double down on our false causal accounts. Leap into a new faith.

Another rejection, another failed attempt to reach the world, another in a mountain of matches I could not trigger to catch flame. A part of me writes it off immediately, like any average day in a lifetime, but another part of me suffers it, adds it to the feeling of total alienation from the world.

I read this poem, every now and then, "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock" by T.S. Eliot. I understand now the dread of waking up every morning with fewer hairs and hours, how I slept away the greatest moments of my life, adrift upon the Sun-scorched sea, bleeding from the lips with salty ignominy.

Our society has become a madhouse, a literal insane asylum. Emotionally, psychologically, physically, spiritually, nothing beside remains of the colossal wreck of the American Dream. Our Parousia is dead. I weep for my people. This is the moment of our great lamentation. God, have mercy upon us all.

Those who lived harmless lives, passive lives, boring lives, lives without competition, conflict and crisis, those who never let the raging rapids of brutal reality ferry them unto the shores of blissful, supernal catharsis, all I had for them was contempt, no charity, no compassion, no care at all.

I fantasized about wielding absolute power, of living life without a care or concern, absolutely free from the limitations imposed by the cruelest and most unforgiving of all evils, privation and irrelevance. I fantasized about life on the move, a life of bounding across the infinite plane of being.

People want to be ruled, people want to be tyrannized and made into fodder for madmen, people want to live by fictions and myths and gibberish. What they need is a ruler, a tyrant, a madman, someone to tell them lies, write them stories, and fill their minds with the addled fantasies of true genius.

I could think of no worthier cause than getting rich, having witnessed all the angry, resentful, moronic fiends who wallowed in self-pity, espoused Leftist ideas and spent their lives speaking poorly and cruelly to complete strangers because they knew no one would care or even notice when they died.

I wanted to set myself singularly to the focus of making money, to acquiring so much money that I could afford to give bundles of cash to vagabonds and poor schoolchildren, not because it was the right thing to do, but because I could, because it was there to do, because nothing else really matters.

Two complementary pairs that obey the Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle are compassion and accountability, and forgiveness and truth. Too much of one results in too little of the other, and perhaps, here of all places, it is most appropriate to consider sacrifice and obedience as complementary pairs.

Socialists claiming that generic policies and institutions of modern governments, such as education and emergency services, are socialist is just like socialists: they claim the right of ownership over people, property, profit, everything. Why wouldn't they take credit for things they didn't create?

Cultural myths represent prejudicial conceptions of uncertainty. Vampires represent the bourgeoisie and capitalism; zombies represent religious fundamentalists and evangelicalism such as Christianity and Woke-D.I.E.; aliens represent immigrants and eerie foreign ideas such as Communism and Fascism.

Atheism says that the afterlife does not exist, which is precisely the problem of induction, that logic cannot prove even the existence of the future, which is why the possibility of the future must be taken on faith, and the idea that the future is worth inhabiting must be taken on religious faith.

Leninism is precisely the evidence that Marxism is wrong, because it is predicated upon accounting for why Marx was wrong. Why didn't the proletariat rise up? Why isn't capitalism overthrown? Because Being is a Being, with a will and teleology: even the Universe doesn't want to be a miserable slave.

The fact that atheists, Leftists and Marxists cannot integrate the information of history, cannot assimilate or account for the data, testifies to the religious nature of Marxism. Kant and Hegel were right. Marx was wrong. Those are the facts. That is the only conclusion to which the evidence leads.