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Sometimes I have to remind myself the anger I feel is normal, I'm just directing it at the wrong thing. I'm mad my brain has malfunctioned causing me essentially permanent pain I'm mad the world is on fire and there's nothing I can do I'm mad everything I want to do is hamstrung by that worldstate

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Seriously considering asking every person who speaks to me "how many books have you read this year?" And if the answer is 0 I'm done talking to them.

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If you play hogwarts legacy II you're a bitch

submitted 33 days ago • 5 comments

Val Kilmer has been one of my favorite actors for as long as I've been watching movies. Madmartigan is still one of my favorite characters put on film. Until The Batman, he was also my favorite Batman. Finally, entirely too much of my sense of humor was developed from Real Genius. Rest in Peace.

submitted 79 days ago • 1 comment

Watching history happen and it being PROGRESS for the first time in a long time is refreshing. No more is the longest senate speech arguing against civil rights. It's now arguing against facists. Thank you for doing something Seantor Booker.

submitted 79 days ago • 0 comments

Saw Kurt Cobain talking about how he envied simpletons... I hate how much I resonate. My overactive brain is constantly finding things to be upset about angry about... Sometimes I forget not everyone thinks like that. Some people are blissfully ignorant. And they have no idea why I'm so angry.

submitted 89 days ago • 0 comments

Imma bout to look like Nicole Kidman after finalizing her divorce with Tom Cruise when I finally get out of this damn apartment and away from these leeches I got stuck with as roommates

submitted 91 days ago • 0 comments

I'm going through some things and kinda wanna cut bangs at 3 in the morning

submitted 91 days ago • 1 comment

Every time someone mentions my delusional roommate being awful again

submitted 91 days ago • 0 comments

The autistic rage is exhausting and I just want to remove myself but I can't

submitted 91 days ago • 0 comments

I don't want to hate people. I really don't. But man do a lot of them make it tough not to.

submitted 91 days ago • 0 comments

I love waking up every morning to ask the question: How can it get worse today?

submitted 92 days ago • 0 comments

Played my favorite game; which skyrim mod is fucking everything up

submitted 93 days ago • 0 comments

Now that I'm mostly over being sick, it's time to go back to trying to eat better and exercise 🫠 If it doesn't immediately make me feel better all you fitness assholes be ready for me to tell yall you're full of shit

submitted 95 days ago • 0 comments

Can bad people face any consequences in this world? Or are only the innocent supposed to suffer? Is there no justice?

submitted 96 days ago • 0 comments

I'm somewhat regretting watching Sam Sedar on Jubilee cause holy shit this is SO INFURIATING. How are these people real? They're so hateful and cowardly

submitted 99 days ago • 0 comments

Without downloading any new pics, describe your gender (So many relevant memes when you've had the same phone for 4 years)

submitted 101 days ago • 0 comments

Well I've had my little intermission it's time for Star Trek season 2 I think

submitted 101 days ago • 0 comments

Man my roommates are like skeksis I was starting to feel joy and hope then they got home stomped into their bedroom and it's like all the color dulled and flowers wilted.

submitted 103 days ago • 0 comments

I do hate that the longer this trainwreck continues the more betrayals I notice? I've remembered I actually did like having female friends when they weren't bullying the shit out of me. And I thought I might have one again. But no. Bully. Makes me feel like shit. Treats me like I'm not a human.

submitted 104 days ago • 0 comments

Holy shit why is all cough syrup death flavored? RASPBERRY MY ASS it tastes like sugar red 40 and death 💀 At least it stops me from coughing so I can sleep

submitted 105 days ago • 0 comments

Looking back I'm now nearly 5 months into unemployment and it is actually in fact awful. Maybe I'll feel less that way when I've moved in May but for now? Holy shit. I want to work. Get me out of this apartment and let me do something. But I'm also still very very sick and nowhere near recovery.

submitted 105 days ago • 0 comments

Remembering the other day when my father in law said the reason things are going so far right is because they were too far left. I didn't want to stay much longer so I didn't ask what the hell he was talking about but I am thinking about it days later.

submitted 105 days ago • 1 comment

My particular brand of autism is rough today. The Bob's Burgers Moive has vanished from Hulu without notice or explanation and I'm VERY upset.

submitted 110 days ago • 0 comments

Maybe this is me being judgemental again but if you spend more time gossiping about people you barely known than discussing ideas and feelings... I think you're kind of immature.

submitted 111 days ago • 0 comments

I cannot wait to move to an apartment without a giant living room tv. All it does is be extraordinarily loud while I'm trying to rest in another room.

submitted 111 days ago • 0 comments

I really should just go for it and actually write the damn book I want to write but don't think is very good. A local coffee shop had book signings today for a Sci fi author and an omegaverse author? These are local people in my fairly small town that are published authors.

submitted 114 days ago • 1 comment

I love how my roommates have actually 0 empathy for me. Makes my life very easy and joyful.

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It's amazing how much media I watch is just Star Trek references. I'm watching all of TOS for thr first time and nearly every episode I find myself saying "wow this is just like that episode of (Sci fi TV show I love made well after Star Trek)!"

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Seriously I picked a more expensive apartment in a nicer part of town (which I'm privileged to afford) specifically so I could not have to hear screaming children running around during quiet hours. Yet. It's 10:30 and all I hear while I'm trying to watch Star Trek is little girl screams and stomps.

submitted 119 days ago • 1 comment

Watching Star Trek and playing the Sims 2 pretending the US isn't metaphorically on fire is really the only self care I've got right now

submitted 120 days ago • 0 comments

Look I understand kids will be kids and all that but what if I'm willing to pay money to not share a bedroom wall with a screaming child while I'm on like day 38 of recurring migraine?

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I found two petty things to inflict upon my asshole roommates: 1. Removing the only pots from the kitchen. They're mine. It's within my rights. 2. Asking my husband to remove them from our youtube premium family plan. Pay 13.99$ a month or endure ads asshats.

submitted 122 days ago • 0 comments

You know I'm mad about a lot of things but I think it can most be summed up by: this is not the future Star Trek promised me.

submitted 122 days ago • 1 comment

Okay it's only been 3 days but my muscles don't hurt as much from exercise? And it's actually a fairly useful outlet for my aggression?

submitted 126 days ago • 0 comments

Honestly I do not want to go to the fucking doctor for the 3rd time in 4 weeks. If it takes many more visits fuck it I'll just live with the pain and fatigue. The ainxety and time it takes is becoming more unmanageable.

submitted 127 days ago • 0 comments

Day two of trying to do things for my health give it up for day two of less sugar and more exercise.... I wanna die

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