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24 | Demi | Metalhead 🤘| 👔: MadeFurYou | 18+ no minors | Soft Suiter |
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Medical things stress me tf out and I overthink so bad. I guess I'm stuck with this anxiety until a Dr tells me it's ok x.x

Well I got my blood test results back and I probably have a condition that's been causing my depression, anxiety, low energy, insomnia, and low sex drive. Thankfully it's easily treatable.

Ngl today was a paid holiday and I haven't left my bed all day. I just wish they gave us tomorrow off too so we could have a 4 day weekend.

Why not

Ever since I started my lower dose of one of my meds my anxiety went wayyy down. I'm temporarily on the lower dose until Tuesday. Honestly Ritalin sucks.

HR called me to their office and I thought I was in trouble or getting laid off but instead I got promoted.

My username is Sig_Shepherd feel free to add.

Maybe I should start playing vr chat again. Who would want to play?

I woke up at 3am and couldn't fall back to sleep 🥲

It's so nice to come on here and to see see everyone all shiny.

I've always told myself that if I want something I'm gonna make it happen no matter what. That's kinda what I've been doing with my career. If I want the dev position at work when it opens I'm gonna have to make some sacrifices but it'll pay off.

I got the funny number

This song still slaps

I'm watching movies on my wall

The interview went well. Now we wait and see.

I have an internal interview for a part time as needed help desk position today. I decided why not my schedule is still the same but my pay goes up and they just call me when I'm needed.

I survived

I need to get a blood test after work and I didn't study 😔

I'm so bad at messaging people first but I also have a lot of anxiety around it. It's something I definitely need to work on it.

I'm that one friend that you could not talk to for years, and when you message me again, I'll talk to you like we just talked yesterday.

I forgot to take my adhd meds 🙃

I hate my friends 😭

Happy pride everyone. Be who you want to be and you should be happy being yourself.

Oh no I've dug down the audiophile rabbit hole 🫡. I have a basic setup but like there's some crazy stuff out there.

Sorry for the lack of suit posts. I dont have any pics to post. The last 2 cons I had a lot of anxiety around suiting. I just started some meds before which amplified my anxiety so I just didnt suit. Most of the anxiety come from the though of meeting people ive never met before.

Does anyone remember Teamspeak?

Time to spend my weekend working on my portfolio website.

It's nice to actually be able to lock in and focus on myself and what I want. Getting help and trying medication has worked out so well for me. Instead of saying I'm going to do something and not having the motivation to actually do it, I actually have the motivation and drive.

I feel like I'm the only person that didnt want the Switch 2

I've finished my JavaScript lessons. Now time to practice for the next however long until I'm comfortable.

Theres that thought in the back of my head that I'm trying to get into dev too late and I'm just wasting my time. It also took me like 6 years to figure out what I want to do and I wouldnt know what else to do because I really enjoy it.

Well my Ritalin dose was increased but there's a chance I have to switch to a different stimulant bevause its been making my anxiety worse. I go back on the 24th.