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strangemoth.bsky.social
Autistic, legally blind, & disabled DID System || 25 || They / Them Writer. Cozy Gamer. Bookworm.
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My hair is getting so long and so fluffy, but my chronic headaches are worse again. Like, I look fine with no hair, but I wanted to grow it out and this is SO STUPID! 😭

Started doing strength training again last night. Might just decide to be a weak noodle forever, actually.

Was going to buy a new wheelchair because it’s falling apart, but the brakes on our car need work, so that’s wonderful.

Watching my trans fem partner who just started oestrogen become the yapper that they were always meant to be because, as they put it, they are having “more thoughts they want to share” is great. 10/10. I love them sm, it’s gross.

ppl be like "bear with me" and they don't even have a bear with them

The next person to tell me I’ve got “such a positive disposition despite all my health issues,” is getting screamed at. Like, an overstimulated two-year-old’s ear destroying screech.

Girls are so pretty and I am so gay. That’s it. That’s the post.

Every time I’m about to launch my laptop out the window and quit the industry I figure out a sick little solution to whatever sick little problem I had to write through and that feeling is addictive as hell.

My life is a mess right now, but I’m still around. It’s just been actually very bad and I’ve just been trying to keep myself safe and sane. Hopefully, within the next couple of weeks, everything should stabilise, though.

Doctors are all “don’t drink, don’t smoke, don’t salt your food, don’t use all the tongue depressors and fancy swabs and exam table paper to build a horse while you’re waiting blah blah blah

gonna go stand in a faerie ring just to feel something

I am not a queen or a princess, I am the bane of your existence.

"i asked chatgpt" ok well i asked the fae and they said you're unable to use your own brain to be imaginative and full of creativity and whimsy

them: *doing small talk instead of just asking me for something* me in my head: stopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopstopsto

How could you not be impressed by a bird in your yard? This dude can fly anywhere and it came here to hang out with you

“I asked ChatGPT—” Well, that’s all I needed to hear to know that you’re a loser. Next!

People sometimes ask why I’m so bouncy. I just trying to dodge depression and anxiety. Much harder to hit a moving target. Parkour.

I love ACNH, but WHY ARE THERE ALMOST 1,000 RECIPES IN TOTAL? 😭

source? whoever’s living in my walls and whispering to me as i sleep

tell that critic in your head to kick rocks

No one is allowed to think I am even just a little cool. I spent four hours complaining about inconsistencies in the layout of 221 Baker Street in different variations of the story, especially in television. My dad and roommate wish that a sea witch would rob me of my ability to speak.

inside me there are two wolves. they’re named joy and whimsy and they’re both girls and they’re kissing

I collapsed (it happens all the rime) and got yelled at by the cat I live with. He sounded as if he was both inconvenienced and disappointed.

Havi g season depression where I’m depressed in the Summer is definitely an experience. “Omg! It’s so bright and warm and sunny! Isn’t that great?” Respectfully, no. 😭 It feels like 100° already and I hate everything.

Rereading Strange the Dreamer by Laini Taylor and I love this duology so much.

the feminine urge to have fangs

Repeating, “My first draft is allowed it to be absolutely awful,” to myself over and over until it sinks in.

Well, I’ve learned two things. One, the medication that my cardiologist had me try isn’t working. And, two, the only people I have ever come across who are more condescending the doctors, are nurses. I sort of already knew the second one, but it was reiterated to me, today.

I’d make an alt account for my shit posting and rambling, but that would stress me out too much.

[TW: Delusion & hallucination mention] A big problem I have with my brain is that my brain likes to tell me that I’m actually a super mean person and I’m just imagining that I’m being nice to people and oof, the feelings are spicy tonight because I cannot help but wonder if my brain is right. 😭