Man I think my loneliness is catching up with me. I'm realizing that relationships are transactional, even if we don't like to think of it that way. And I'm also realizing as a result that I really must not offer anything lol
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I meant what I said before about letting relationships that are one sided die, and yeah, turns out that was most of them for me. I don't feel like I have anything of value to bring to a friendship, so I can't blame people for disconnecting from me over time.
Sorry for the rant but I'm depressed in bed and my journal is on my desk. I'm sure I'll delete later but for now I need to bleed this venom from my fucking system.
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