#Vent (Long) Every day I get more and more fucking angry about how I'm not able to comfortably be myself or just talk about shit I care about, not even from a 'living in a capitalistic society and shit being bad for optics way' because Im a fucking nobody that cant keep a schedule but more so in an- - ThreadSky | a Reddit-style client for Bluesky

gameipedia.itch.io • 12 days ago

#Vent (Long) Every day I get more and more fucking angry about how I'm not able to comfortably be myself or just talk about shit I care about, not even from a 'living in a capitalistic society and shit being bad for optics way' because Im a fucking nobody that cant keep a schedule but more so in an-

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gameipedia.itch.io•12 days ago

I cant be myself because my living situation is one in which if I were honest about how I feel about the world I would just be getting screamed at/I cant even stream as much as I would like or talk at the volume I would like for the same reasons, and I know that this is probably a bit petty but-

gameipedia.itch.io•12 days ago

idk I just wish I could actually be able to do the things I want to do in order to be more consistent in my creative pursuits, and be able to just speak upon all the shit going on in the world that fucking disgusts me in general and not be forced to just, vent like this every few weeks just to-

gameipedia.itch.io•12 days ago

keep some semblance of calm and ability to mask through the days, I both have no one who I can actually talk about all the things I want to with, and to the people that I do talk to about some things, I dont want to weigh them down with shit that I know they will disagree about basically-

gameipedia.itch.io•12 days ago

If I had less of a stubborn sense of morals to not fuck over my brothers home situation I would just look for adjusted housing where I could afford rent, water, and an ISP, but I do know that the money I give from SSI is needed, though honestly Im also not sure how long that will last-

gameipedia.itch.io•12 days ago

with the current fascists/fucking morons running the US and trying to cut medicare/medicaid, but I also just cant really think about that because if I did I would probably have way more consistent breakdowns, and this all shit outside of the fact that Im in the closet about being enby because-

gameipedia.itch.io•12 days ago

saying I was bi legit had me have to have the 'no it doesnt mean Im gay or confused it just means I like both' conversation with like all of my family, so fuck every trying to explain being enby or poly to these people at this point Im rambling but yea I think a lot about the state of-