I went to work both days this weekend and I have to go to a park tomorrow to see if it will work for tashlich this year. It is cold and unpleasant outside and also I need to break up with my coachee after freezing at the park and also the horrors.
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Also I have not had a normal conversation with anyone except my sister in what feels like forever and it feels in the most realistic sense possible like I’m losing the ability to communicate.
My coachee is an extremely nice person who responds to all advice, suggestions, and feedback by telling you the limitations of what you just said and why things you suggest wouldn’t work for her. She is utterly sincere. This isn’t helping my confidence via a vis communication rn.
I tried to tell her that when she gets advice she disagrees with she can just say thank you and change the subject and she told me reasons that would not work for her either. It was kind of a plea, but okay.
I’m sure we’ll be friends after I wind down the coaching, and that will be better.
I promised back on Twitter to stop talking about work bc it was turning into a well of negativity and that still stands. Just felt like an exception bc I feel so blah today and it might help, who knows.
Also today during someone’s presentation in a big room I fixed a projector problem and was hailed as a hero. It’s weird how I want to move away (weather notwithstanding); I feel like a part of the community but also like all my relationships are parasocial.
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I promised back on Twitter to stop talking about work bc it was turning into a well of negativity and that still stands. Just felt like an exception bc I feel so blah today and it might help, who knows.