I recently learnt that even birth trauma can show up. Birth! Though most of us will never remember our birth, the subconscious holds it’s experience which can be triggered in our day to day
Listen….. will have you looking LOST trying to find out where it is, how did it find you, and how fast do you need to run to ESCAPE that “Boogeyman”!!!!😵
Sometimes every day. I'm honestly so tired of giving them my energy
It's exhausting. Makes it harder to have stable present day genuinely good relationships for me too be the people are not mentally here now so there's zero closure.
The fridge horror moment when you realise you keep avoiding a certain argument with your partner because it a behaviour your sister had and you spent years training yourself to not react and set them off.
2/ So many sensory details, I felt I was going down memory lane of a life that I didn’t live. Amazing how we can relive so much from our past in just a small moment but yet we must keep moving on. And I am glad you are doing the work to keep moving. I sure do hope the scars serve a purpose for us 🥹
1/ I felt so many emotions reading this! I will first say that I had a smile on my face reading about your rage unleashed on the bully from school. Having to dissociate after constant trauma at such a young age, I am sure that moment made you feel so many things all at once and I can relate.
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It's exhausting. Makes it harder to have stable present day genuinely good relationships for me too be the people are not mentally here now so there's zero closure.
https://medium.com/@michaelcline2323/recollections-of-a-shattered-childhood-05b5f5893f19?sk=2929138bbeebca82613056823fe8346f