I honestly glad he told me that his world not revolve around me, and that he has his own life, which means he must be always fine regardless.
And that's good, really.
Sometimes I think, "maybe he missed me too, right?" but then I remember what he told me, so Ig he must be fine.
It's not like he cares much ig.
And that's good ngl.
Idk if I actually still love him, since it's more like I miss the old us ig, where we could talk and spend time together without worrying anything.
Yet again, it was me who sacrificed our time most of times, when I stopped doing it, he was mad, even tho he said he understood days after.
He's great guy, but not for me, that's for sure. And that's ok. I really wish him the very best.
Honestly I wish we could still be friends, but I'm not sure anymore about that since I always make a mistake whenever I started to talk or question..
Idk how to do it right for him.
Sometimes I remember the time he talked about how he imagined our future together, it always makes me tears up whenever I remember that moment, bcus it's like... something in a dream, prolly for good, since we'd never know how future works.
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And that's good, really.
It's not like he cares much ig.
And that's good ngl.
Yet again, it was me who sacrificed our time most of times, when I stopped doing it, he was mad, even tho he said he understood days after.
Honestly I wish we could still be friends, but I'm not sure anymore about that since I always make a mistake whenever I started to talk or question..
Idk how to do it right for him.
After all, my pasts met sb better than me after we cut off.