#lemonwatersky Can y'all tell me why u picked ur specific gw? Like does the number have significance or do u think you'll consider urself skinny enough at it or smth else?
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when i was a kid my mom told me she was 45kg when she was younger (she was bragging, calling us bigger) and that stuck in my head lol. my lw was also 45kg. to me it's just the number meant for me now
lol lowkey my ugw got lower every time i lost weight.... but rn my ugw is bmi 16 bc it's nice, even, and my fav thinspo kpop idols are also around that bmi ^_^
bmi 16 is so "ana-coded" idk what else to call it, if a person was really far gone in their disorder but stayed offline bmi 16 irl is like the equivalent of how we look at bmi 10 on twt imo this might be a hot take tho and yeah idol pics lowkey have me in a chokehold
I remember being shocked at how many of them were underweight while I was an overweight 12 year old 💀 I'm finally achieving my goals of being as skinny as kokichi
Mainly based on bmi and how certain bmi looks on people my height. Changed a few times, only cuz I wasnt accurately looking at people my height when making a goal. Also my height changed so I had to drop it even more ouch
Both technically. I changed it first cuz I realized bmi 17 was still too high for the spo I was wanting to look like, and then I shrunk a couple cm and had to drop it even more. It feels very unattainable now. But I've almost reached that first goal from years back, so that's exciting!
Omg slayyy✨ grabbing them goals😌 and yeah I shrank for a bit and then got my height back up, it fucked up my BMI calculations/plans😭the unattainable is such a tease fr, I believe in u tho 💪
I was happiest with my body when I was just a couple lbs underweight. I also feel like it’s just satisfying to be in double digits. Hoping I don’t go overboard again.
The last time I was that weight was early in my recovery when I first met my bf. When I’ve mentioned wanting to look like I did when we got together he gets concerned and says I looked sick back then. So I have a feeling I’m not even going to manage getting to that weight without getting In Trouble™
Yeah I’m being hella sneaky. He knows I’m intentionally losing weight and he’s told me how proud of me he is that I’m going about it in a healthy way this time and not taking it too far. I even strategically take metab days when I’m with him all day so it looks like I eat normal. I’m a monster. 🤠
It's okay sometimes they just don't need to know. What they don't know can't hurt them😭it's bad but I lowkey like the sneaky way better it's more "fun" ig XD sneaking ur way to gw💪don't feel too guilty ur doing the best u can atm and ur actively trying to keep him from worrying too
apparently like, 145 is the normal weight for someone who is 5’4” and I just wanna know what it feels like to be normal for once. I’ve been super big my whole life. Things are going to change. They have to.
Ooohh I gotcha now, my bad yeah idk I feel like it's just ingrained into ppl but it's really kinda gross no matter which one u have(ana,mia,etc) whether they're the side effects or ur direct habits of ur disorder at the end of the day were all sick when ppl say that it's the grosser ED it's just 😣
my old ugw (75lbs) i picked because its the same bmi as my old fav thinspo. current ugw (55lbs) i picked literally just bc someone told me that was their ugw and I got competitive & embarrassed that mine was 20lbs higher
This is so real I totally did that too except I'm delusional and u could actually probs achieve smth like that I put mine to a dif one cuz I'm too old now. I hope u chill at the og 75 one day cuz even that is really small
OKIE WAIT ALSO !!! just remembered another reason is bc i got super hypfixed on the mēán gıřlș musical, and rėğïņä has a line that’s like “i never weigh more than 115” and that has not left my brain since 2018 💀
Omg mean girls has effected sm ppl 😭 there's so many quotes sometimes I think the "I wanna lose 2lbs" one XD when I pace idk why but dieters make me feel way more triggered
I dont have a ugw because I'm muscular from body building and the numbers dont make sense anymore. I base my goals on how I look in tight clothing. I think I'm around 230lbs, but I look like 160 - 180. They weighed me at the hospital and asked me how heavy my shoes were.. like they're 40lbs 🙄
I always wanted to be 40-45kg or 90lbs. 40 because it just seemed so small and perfect. And 90lbs because in one episode of vïctoríous, a character is referenced for being tiny and they say she's 90lbs and it just STUCK.
Also bmi 16 bc thats the bmi you have to be to qualify for ip 😀
I thought ppl went to ip at all dif bmis that's so fucked up😭but yeah 90lbs really is like the naturally skinny person weight in my head idek know how it got there but it's implanted in my brain
I think people def do but idk when i was a teen i read somewhere that to be admitted by a doctor you had to be bmi 16 💀 probably some tumblr post that 14 yr old me took as gospel.
But yes omg! 90lbs is like oh okay youre only double digits tiny 😳
Double digit tiny😭u get it and yeah that system is so fucked I heard all the horror stories I rather d✨e in my house than ever be sent there but lowkey it'd be kinda validating 👀
it keeps getting lower but my ugw atm is 90 bcs thats bmi 14.5 and i wanna b bonespo. i dont rlly desire to b healthy skinny i want to look like a corpse and i want to get comments on how skinny i am constantly. idk i just wanna look as sick as i feel i guess
Mine sounds odd bc it’s 106-108, not a nice round number 💀 but it’s just a few lbs underweight for me and I like how I look at those weights and I’m still able to feel healthy and have energy. If I go much lower I start feeling less healthy, family gets worried, & I don’t like how my face looks
That sounds like it was really tough especially for such a long time too and yeah I'm glad ur doing better or at least trying to🫶even if ur still disordered ur better than u were before so that's a win in my book I'm sure ur fam recognizes ur efforts too
i chose 115 because it just seems like a pure number to me (at least compared to 120s) and i would be inside bmi 16. honestly i might lower it to 110… but we get there when we get there
Ig that is sad :( the irls will probs think ur double digits anyway tho 😁I bet ur gonna look so amazing, tall ppl always look so pretty and elegant walking the streets to me especially if ur struting it in heels😎
I ACTUALLY dont know what my ugw is tbh like i'd like to think i would stop around 120 but ik in my head i would prob wanna try 110 but what if i get addicted and wanna go lower omg i dont think i ever could but yk
Yeah it gets hard restricting when u have to manage so many things and not just that but also the mood swings that come from it that try and ruin ur life
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but I know once I get there I wont stop
I dunno what I mean tbh
I wanna hit 55 but maintain 75 honestly
Also bmi 16 bc thats the bmi you have to be to qualify for ip 😀
But yes omg! 90lbs is like oh okay youre only double digits tiny 😳
But i atleast wanted to be skinny enough to be threatened with it 😭😭😭