Before anything else I'd like to apologize profusely for a complete lack of content this year
I wish I could say I was working on something big, but... I mean I do have a new reactive
But I haven't had any desire to stream, or even think about making content as of late.
Call it burnout if you want
I wish I could say I was working on something big, but... I mean I do have a new reactive
But I haven't had any desire to stream, or even think about making content as of late.
Call it burnout if you want
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Just been working, playing an odd number of army management games, and sleeping.
And apparently dreaming about inverted triangles to a degree I think I'm going crazy?
But
It really feels like I'm not cut out for this
Or retiring
Or quitting streaming
I just need to light a fire under my ass, get my personal life figured out some
Try making friends in the community beyond a certain wonderful bug
Actually
Be present, rather than the equivalent of a cave goblin
But for real its alright Ryu, theres little motivation for other activities if you dont have your own life in order. Take the time you need, theres no rush.
Skeeting (Is that still the joke?) more, trying to find communities to interact with
Not just be the fly on the wall I always am
But seriously help the Inverted Triangle dreams have evolved to a point I'm thinking about existential horror even in my waking hours I t-