Cafeteria it would get closed. But when i tried coming back to the class the door was locked. Nobody was there. My laptop and phone was were and it took me 30 minutes to open it. During that time i felt very anxious.
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But the thing that saddendd me the most was that fact that literally nobody else gave a crap. My belongings were there and they know the door gonna ge locked up. They all decided to ignore them. One of them could simply just take them out and put them somewhere close to the class. Id have picked...
Them up. Or give it to the reception but no. My belongings were there and nobody gave a fuck about the fact that one of their classmates gonna be in toruble if they are left there. I was so angry i still am. This week i was trying to be more engaging so i could find some friends...
But after this i was depressed and angry none of them helped. I hate to get ignored. I won't communicate with them anymore in any shape or form. I hate them all. Im so lonely irl and online i thought i could count on them but after this... this was beyond my red lines and limitations
Made me very depressed i have tried seveal ways to find friends but all of them was just unsuccessful. The issue is that when someone is in trouble im there for them. But when im in trouble nobody is there for me. I keep all the emotions to my own causing me to breakdown.
And im like why? Why me? What did i do wrong? When i remember my this years birthday i get so depressed. I spent the whole night lonley on my bed sick. Irl nobody really cared. Some people cared online but some who ive used to consider as my friends really didn't. Sorry for venting. I just wanna die
It's Okay To Vent About This Kind Of Stuff. Some People OverDo It But That's Pretty Much Entirely From People Do Wo'nt Fix Their Problems Or Have Completely Broken From The Pressure. Saying It The First Time Is Alaways Fine.
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