For me it has taken form in starting a therapy, to force me to recognize why I just wasn't fine, and well, I am trying to be fine.
I have started a few long term projects that I've been denying myself for various reasons. Some of them are very personal, lifechanging and resource intensive. ð
I have started a few long term projects that I've been denying myself for various reasons. Some of them are very personal, lifechanging and resource intensive. ð
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What content? I am ashamed to admit, but I haven't produced much worthwhile content to be seen, consumed and appreciated. ð
Well, almost. I described myself as a 'vtuber in training', which is basically just fluff for 'I want to do something, but don't know how'. Boring, isn't it? ðĪ
Yet I did develop in some way. I have gone back to writing, and the times I wrote poems and stories for others was the most creative I've felt in years. ðŠķ
I wish it was. This year I became convinced I have no idea how love works, or whether it's something I will be able to give or receive.
I think the answer is yes, but not before I undertake some serious work on myself. My heart still flutters, so there is hope for me yet. ð
Not really sure I have a resolution for the new year. But with the hour fast approaching, there are things I still desire.
I want to be proud of myself and my creations ðŠķ
I want to feel like what I do makes lives of other better ðš
I want to love and be loved ð
Happy new year! ð