I'll be his fallback, his constant. It feels like a failure that I havent been that for him, but I'm determined to be the person he can count on whenever he needs something
Dear God. Please give me a chance to make things right. The thought of him finding happiness with someone else is tearing me apart. If it's truly for the best that I step away and let go, eventho it's so painful
I'm left sinking in this mess of emotions on my own while he's grown into someone so good, someone who absolutely deserves to be loved. And all I can think is, he deserves more than what I could give him
I just wanted to be there for him. I wanted to protect him, to be the one he could lean on whenever he needed someone. I would've given him everything I had. But now, it feels like it's too late..
I bit my own words and tore down the very walls I promised to protect him with. Now I'm stuck here, drowning in this hellhole I created, wondering why... Why the fuck I can't just move on
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