I'm struggling, but I don't want to admit that I'm struggling simply because there's no simple fix to my struggle. it's not easy to solve one's lack of enjoyment of living
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Well can't help much, but at least know you are not alone in the abyss. Can vouch for the terrible service and the lack of heating. Wouldn't recommend staying there long, it alters more than just your view of the world.
You lose yourself along the way, because the abyss is always hungry.
Do you have loved ones you can spend time with? Even if their company doesn't fix your problems or get rid of your struggles, just knowing that people love and care about you and are near may help the feeling ease a bit
I hate that I feel you. Fortunately I'm no longer at my lowest point, but when I was, it was when I had all of my hopes and dreams behind me, so there was nothing left to look forward to anymore. I felt like I was "finished" life.
I've started crawling my way out of this misery hole by treating my depression and adhd, but I worry once I achieve my personal goals of opening up and making new friends...... I worry that I'll fall back into my misery hole once more, and will feel like I no longer have any reason to continue on.
We are both aware that there is no straight answer for what you are struggling with. Just remember that this does not mean there is no answer at all. While life isn't ever going to be 100% enjoyable, it's always worthwhile to wait and see what you might discover in the future.
I'm sending you the warmest of wishes from the bottom of my heart. Please take care of yourself for me, if not for your loved ones. I wish you the best of luck with finding enjoyment and wonder again in both the littlest of things, and in your larger, future endeavours. Stay safe 🤍
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You lose yourself along the way, because the abyss is always hungry.