They gave me a PIIC line. I’ve complained about the PIIC line since second one. If it the most hurtful thing in the worlds. I cannot move my arm or head or upper body without going into severe pain. They have me hooked up to 0.3mg, and I keep telling them I don’t feel it. I am speaking normally. I…
… have been on IV ketamine drips many many times. My speech, cadence, and parlor change. Pain goes away. Right now I feel like I’m not hooked up to anything and am able to do things I could never do on K. Either the PIIC is bad, or the tubes are misaligned. Everyone acknowledges that i seem….
…. Normal and that my speech patterns are different than when I was on K via IV, but not one single person believes me. I’m hooked up to nothing and am essentially getting a fake infusion with zero pain control
I’m at my wits end over here and all I wanna do is drown myself in the ocean. It’s been 5 years of agonizing pain, medical gaslighting, loss of personhood, hobbies, identity, activity, and so on. I’m tired of having to fight for basic healthcare and compassion
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