I bleat myself up, often asking “How much longer is someday? When is someday going to come? What do I need to do to restart? Do you even notice I’m here? Can you see I’ve been trying so hard to do better? I will 100% respect your space, but I really want to tell you I’m sorry.”
Comments
I don’t expect anyone to read this, my long threads always get hidden, but I feel better saying it at least. Probably makes more sense in my head, though. :P