I just need to rant for a minute. I am so incredibly depressed, I want to cry but nothing happens. I just get numb.
I feel so shitty for other people tip toeing around my triggers. Tip toeing around me. I don't mean to be an emotional wreck. I don't mean to act the way I do. Everything is so—
I feel so shitty for other people tip toeing around my triggers. Tip toeing around me. I don't mean to be an emotional wreck. I don't mean to act the way I do. Everything is so—
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Therapy isn't helping because im either not broken enough for anyone to help or I'm too broken for them to know what to do with me.
"Just change your mental vocabulary"
Man, if I voiced half the stuff in my head I'd be in the loonie bin. How do I just—
All I can do is rise and grind, put on a smile and hope for the best. I'm so tired of being the positive voice of reason when I hardly believe it myself.
I shouldn't put this on the internet, I'm not even sure why I am. Insomnia here I come.