The Dota thing already makes me feel like I'm slowly losing my colors, any place in life and with that any feeling of direction. Things are slowly getting better in my life, so why do I keep feeling like this?
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I dunno man, I hope things improve for you. Some of the things you say feel like you're overthinking things and they prevent you from doing some stuff.
Keep doing your own thing in my opinion and don't take the nothings as something to be bitter about.
For a brief period during pandemic, it felt like I am alive, that I have people around who care, and we can crush mountains together. These days I just feel regret that I didn't kill myself earlier.
Maybe I care too much, maybe it's nothing big. And I appreciate more than ever the people around me. Yet, I can't help but feel bitter because of this.
Trying to desperately fill the void and hang on to things that made me feel connected and fulfilled. But it just makes the feeling worse.
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Keep doing your own thing in my opinion and don't take the nothings as something to be bitter about.
Trying to desperately fill the void and hang on to things that made me feel connected and fulfilled. But it just makes the feeling worse.