late (?) night vent because writing in down might help me (also not using native language is easier). I think I might be trans (woah that took me a while). By might I mean really sure, like I've been in this questioning phase for like 5 years.
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After two years of therapy I'm starting to come out to my therapist but since then it's been really hard to keep at it. I'm at this stage where I just have to start coming out. I've been thinking for weeks a coming out post here since nobody knows me irl so this is kinda it
Next I want to change my handle but I'm still insecure of my new name ;-; which is silly since I came up with it and can change it anytime. It's really frustrating. Last therapy session I admitted I feel like I can't keep going with this despite really wanting to. I'm starting to get tired of...
baby steps. I'm also feeling old like it's too late or like I'll never get to be myself in public. Like if I start here, since I'm boymodding at life it feels like faking it. JDHGJkklajsg. I know this are fake thoughts and all but can't do anything about it :(.
That's it. I can go to sleep feeling better since this is in itself a step. Did I say I think I *might* be trans? Because I'm starting to sound like I really am. Now I would like a little crying, as a treat (but of course can't). Also obligatory I'm fine and all. Just sad that I'm not a girl (yet).
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We're happy wherever this journey leads you =^^=