Started a new med, woke up and just laid there trying to figure out if I was dead because I had actually slept and nothing hurt.. I was almost giddy, then I got up and noticed my bright red, hot to the touch cheeks π. It was a nice, but all too brief moment
Anyone else gaslight themselves in those two minutes? So many times I think βoh Iβm fine, maybe things arenβt as bad as I was thinkingβ and the BAM! Body comes back screaming
I dont put on makeup because I never have the money or the energy - tonight I decided to play around with it so that I can maybe put some on tomorrow. Those 10 minutes were bliss. I now have a full face at 1 am, tachycardic and my feet burn. About to wash this shit off and go to bed lmao
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*walks briskly upstairs*
*has to lie down immediately*