I'm back at MGH. Too many huge issues to mention. Renal failure at the top.
One of the most difficult aspects is not wanting to just give up. It's not being actively suicidal it's the collapse of caring. Hard to deal with. Very.
I'm on the other side now, and they will let me loose tomorrow.
I'm sorry that you're in the hospital. When life is giving you so much to deal with you are so valid to feel the way you do. I am glad that you are getting out, I hope you are read for them to release you.
I don't go gently into that good night. I bounce Multiple Sclerosis' face off of a fire hydrant until golden Mario coins rain from the heavens. Ding. Ding. Ding.
Yes they are. It brings me to my knees, I scream. Cry. Rock back and forth. Then throw a few 'fucks' at it and pass out and go to sleep. Then wake up and do it again🫠😁.
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One of the most difficult aspects is not wanting to just give up. It's not being actively suicidal it's the collapse of caring. Hard to deal with. Very.
I'm on the other side now, and they will let me loose tomorrow.