I just wanna play the game, I don't know how to connect with the right players tho. There's so so so so so so so sos os os so so many barriers. I thought pens were in higher demand? I thought XP and Sendouq power were considered in high regard? I just wanna be the worst player on a team for once... - ThreadSky

foxspl.bsky.social • 6 days ago

I just wanna play the game, I don't know how to connect with the right players tho. There's so so so so so so so sos os os so so many barriers. I thought pens were in higher demand? I thought XP and Sendouq power were considered in high regard? I just wanna be the worst player on a team for once...

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foxspl.bsky.social•6 days ago

I've worked hard, I've gotten here in a short amount of time, I've never had super competent coaching so I learned everything myself, I have great ranks in the few areas I can control... it just feels like I just need to keep playing the pickup lottery. I dont play this game to bet, I do it to learn

foxspl.bsky.social•6 days ago

I cant wait however many more months it is til I get another chance at +3, this hobby has done so much and especially since I was able to separate my performance from my self-worth back mid-last-year it's been a huge positive impact on my life. I just want a chance to show what I can do

foxspl.bsky.social•6 days ago

more than that, I wanna be able to vibe with some people who share a love for competitive improvement. Players who have ideas and bring stuff to the table and just have fun kicking higher level player's asses. I can't keep losing feeling like I've done everything I can, it hurts mental so hard

foxspl.bsky.social•6 days ago

I must have lucked out hard with Lunar Eclipse. I know I had my issues and I still support my decisions to leave, but man I do miss the ability to just like... do shit.

Seriously... are pen players really that abundant?

foxspl.bsky.social•6 days ago

I have been replaced or cut in line by more established pen players over and over since becoming an FA, like I didn't think it could be this common. I wouldn't care if these people knew how I played but I can't even get my foot in the door before the chance is gone.

foxspl.bsky.social•6 days ago

Im not connected enough to form a team of my own, and I def dont wanna captain a team again... but like there's nothing out there and even if there was, there's a good chance I wont even get to fire a shot before it's over.

Alright vent over I just... needed to spill a bit for my own sake

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