In my #years of seeking understanding and #growth, I've indulged in various #literature. I've found the most understanding and help in #psychology, especially regarding the long-term effects and #changes I have experienced due to decades of #isolation. I've #suffered damage to my to my #humanity - ThreadSky

clemencyforedgar22.bsky.social • 47 days ago

In my #years of seeking understanding and #growth, I've indulged in various #literature. I've found the most understanding and help in #psychology, especially regarding the long-term effects and #changes I have experienced due to decades of #isolation. I've #suffered damage to my to my #humanity

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clemencyforedgar22.bsky.social•47 days ago

layers of damage to what makes a person feel human: my inactive senses from the lack of touch, interaction with others etc...... My weakened eye muscles from seeing everything close up due to the walls preventing me from seeing anything far off. My insomnia due to noise sensitivity and irritation.

clemencyforedgar22.bsky.social•47 days ago

There are many ups and downs in this inhumane environment, and truly my last years with a death sentence have been extremely dark for me. It's the place, the energy here, not the actual sentence that takes its toll, that sucks the life right out of me.

clemencyforedgar22.bsky.social•47 days ago

It was as if my life was turned up side down and my perspectives and interests were clouded. I did what I know and has always worked for me in the rough times and turn to my art. I tried to keep myself in that creative state of mind and even that felt like a flickering lamp.

clemencyforedgar22.bsky.social•47 days ago

My goal has never been to heal and then begin my life. Rather, It's been about embracing the healing where I am able, as I carry on within my arduous journey. Especially when my path was carved amidst the gallows with a promising ending of death.

clemencyforedgar22.bsky.social•47 days ago

The clemency changed the course of my path from the healing process, to my goals. Life,even in prison, continues to shift and transform. The road is paved now and I plan to travel with greater self-awareness, and appreciation. I am at peace internally and possess the ability to allow genuine

clemencyforedgar22.bsky.social•47 days ago

connections to emerge organically along the way. I now understand the importance outside connections hold in my perspective, my vision, and bring meaning to the path I walk, life.
A road has signs and my path has people, to remind me of when to slow

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