Recently a friend who ive developed a strong fondness for told me how she years for someone to care for and care for her. Physical affection, love, et al.
I wanted so badly to tell her I wanted to be the one to do so, but I kept myself from doing so.
I wanted so badly to tell her I wanted to be the one to do so, but I kept myself from doing so.
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She was just venting, but also im starting to think im not as equipped for poly as I once thought.
I did when introduced to her, I did when I stayed a week with her.
I called her for an hour straight when things went down because I feel uniquely connected with her, hell she was one of the first I even told.
She knew my sweet spots and I knew hers. Her arms and heartbeat felt more like home to me than any set i have felt in years.
We talk about nothing.
Her voice doesn't hurt and talking to her isnt awkward or painful.
We meow at each other.
She's my best friend, and I am afraid to change that out of fear for ruining what we have.
She IS home.
I'm not receptive, I cant ever tell how someone feels, so idk if she feels these ways back.
I miss her warmth, I miss her laugh. I miss her physical presence in a way i haven't yet experienced...which I now find strange.