Being so bare-ass honest, the reason I got better at drawing (and drawing nsfw by extension) was bc I couldn't draw Matteo the way I wanted to and that pissed me off SO MUCH that I wanted to give up.
But I just had to keep drawing him or I'd explode and die from too many thoughts in me brain.
Some of the first art of Matteo that ever existed was vent art and smut. And then I was like. Well, shit. I kinda like this lil freak. Okay well I wanna draw him and my wifes lil freak interacting.
oh no. im. sooooooo normal about THAT. <---- History being made sorry
Like I'm so sure I've shared these before, but I cannot stress enough that you gotta start messy and bad to improve at all and the only thing that helped ME ever improve despite my perfectionism was being SOOOO OBSESSED with some made up guys that I couldn't STOP?
this is making me realize i dont think i ever posted the very first pics i drew of gus???? i should go find those, they're not that old haha but they look way different
Me one day like "hmm I will make an oc I can hate soooo easily he's gonna suck so bad so I dont feel bad bullying him and it'll be a way for me to vent"
> draws him being silly one (1) time
"...Hmm. Maybe if I draw him 1500 more times I'll be normal again."
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But I just had to keep drawing him or I'd explode and die from too many thoughts in me brain.
oh no. im. sooooooo normal about THAT. <---- History being made sorry
2016 // 2022-2024
Me one day like "hmm I will make an oc I can hate soooo easily he's gonna suck so bad so I dont feel bad bullying him and it'll be a way for me to vent"
> draws him being silly one (1) time
"...Hmm. Maybe if I draw him 1500 more times I'll be normal again."