Hes becomes as helpful as a fucking dog.
We dp it again, calling him, shaking treats. He's such a fatty-- he always comes!
My partner is pissed, going to smoke a nasty cigarette and rant.
5 minutes later, I'm manic cause he won't shut up. FUCK IT!
I go around the complex again!
We dp it again, calling him, shaking treats. He's such a fatty-- he always comes!
My partner is pissed, going to smoke a nasty cigarette and rant.
5 minutes later, I'm manic cause he won't shut up. FUCK IT!
I go around the complex again!
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Then knock on neighbors doors (I hate everyone so I had to put on my #customerservicevoice and my #trynottolooklikeyourgoingtokillthemface and smile.
I chitchat with a few 🫠🫠🫠
NO ONES SEEN HIM.
Now I'm torn between, he got out of the external doors and escaped outside and
So anger starts to mix in.
Im full blow heading into mania. If you've never had a true manic moment, I hope you never do.
I've worked hard on my #mentalhealth with medical intervention, self reflection and lots of...
I keep myself regulated well.
So I'm pulling everything out. I'll pile it in the middle of my living room and not give a fuck!
So I did. 😅🤷♀️
Another 2 hours swinging between soul crushing guilt and disbelief.
I couldn't have done that. I would not fail him!
Then, just like always, manic comes crashing down.
I failed him and he's going to die. He has #2briancells and not a lick of sense.
I gave up.
Finally, dejected, I went to bed.
I've gotten my boy hurt.
I sit there for another 20 minutes or so, and I decide change and go to sleep.
About the time I get back into bed, he comes that fat #floofy #cat from under a table.
So happy!
So angry...
I sweep him up and sob into his fur. I run with him back towards my partner and he yells out "you found him huh?!" As soon as he heard me.
Well #SephirothTheCat doest not like being held much. Definitely did not like me sobbing.
Instead of being caring...