that's only my self affirmations to deal with the overwhelming shame of allowing myself to express anything relating to sex. I could get into how that has to deal with the psychological effects of early childhood trauma and how it plays into things like kink but I'm on a fixed character limit.
Also I'm trying to say "I'm gonna kill myself" less because it's not good when actively fighting suicidal ideation so I swapped to over-the-top self aggrandizing statements.
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