I'm sorry I've been so inactive in general lately. With the election and my iob, my stress levels are super high at the moment. I feel like garbo and its starting to affect my physical health. Not to mention, I don't exactly feel safe right now(🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️) so I've been just. Trying. >> - ThreadSky

hexurlionexes.bsky.social • 112 days ago

I'm sorry I've been so inactive in general lately. With the election and my iob, my stress levels are super high at the moment. I feel like garbo and its starting to affect my physical health. Not to mention, I don't exactly feel safe right now(🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️) so I've been just. Trying. >>

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hexurlionexes.bsky.social•112 days ago

>>Trying to exist. Trying to balance my life. Trying to keep on trying. Its pretty exhausting between depression, anxiety, and Bipolar type 1 symptoms (which hey look, more depression and anxiety, oh boy!) I feel like my general safety is starting to close in on me every year. >>

hexurlionexes.bsky.social•112 days ago

>> and its starting to spark anger and survival instincts in me. This past election kinda just. Made me shut down. With my job already dropping mandatory OT during the holiday season as well as having to hear my coworkers being rude about LGBTQ+ coworkers. And I don't pass at all>>

hexurlionexes.bsky.social•112 days ago

>>Which fucking hurts because its taken me this long to figure myself out only to get hit with more unsafe conditions and what not. And so I kinda just feel trapped in my own existence. Idk. I'm just very existential about life right now. Maybe I'll be back on in a while, but I need to just have >>

hexurlionexes.bsky.social•112 days ago

>> Some time to think to myself. My wonderful SO has been super supportive and comforting this whole time, so there's no need to worry about me too much 💜🔮 But I still worry about my friends under the flag. Even if we aren't friends anymore, I still worry for their safety. >>

hexurlionexes.bsky.social•112 days ago

>> So I guess I'm taking a bit of a break? But I'll still be on to watch everyone spread hope. I just can't bring myself to participate right now. Hope is defiant, but defiance also requires rest to BE defiant. I have a plushie pattern that I'm wanting to sew up, so I'll be busy in my silence >>

hexurlionexes.bsky.social•112 days ago

>>So please don't worry too much about me. Spread love and support throughout our community, reach out when someone's not doing too great, and show your support to foundations that go to protect our basic human rights. 🔮💜>>

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