So… he wasn’t really doing better and is still in critical condition, I assumed he is because my parents said they’ll only go home one he’s okay. I am a bit conflicted— in a sense of conflict between work and visiting him— and worried because, I do not want to go through another funeral.
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Commissions will resume today. Sorry for the delay yesterday, my grandfather on my Dad’s side got into critical condition.
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Is it guilt, sadness, sorrow, grievance, mixed with hope, confusion, and anxiety? I do not really know. I have felt this before but I thought I’d get used to it, I’m still not used to it.
Like, I feel like I’m a new person every single day and it’s overwhelming to be growing at this pace, because I’ve never felt like myself since my car accident 2 years ago. Things keep happening and I feel like I lost my younger-self.