I’ve been feeling this recently- I absolutely loved being small and pretty and feminine and cute etc and was mourning that, but I’ve kinda come to terms with that, I CAN still feel that way, just as a boy! Boys can be small and pretty and fem and cute because if I am then, I AM. simple as that
i think it is maybe risky territory but sometimes i long for the implications of being a girl… beauty. fragility. femininity. even the way girls get to be special and rare. girls in beautiful clothes with beautiful faces. i could never be that
being trans is complicated! i never fit neatly into the girl box even though people thought i was pretty and all that. it felt shaped wrong to hold me. but sometimes i get these pangs of longing and i wish it had
just. the simplicity of that. as complex as it was on so many levels to get treated that way. i know who i am but i sometimes just freaking want to be a girl anyway
gender is so complicated tbh, i get similar thoughts but more like, i guess in a desire to be whatever i feel like at the moment??? Sometimes it feels so good to be a girl, sometimes being called a good boy hits really nicely, its all so weird.
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