back in abysus the weather was shit ass by vk's will..... (also lingering nanite fucked upness but vk says it's all him).... it was never meant to see this past its missions....
it was never meant to outlive its use to its master if it couldn't prove itself useful it would be disposed of (lingering guilt abt 'takint that choice' from vk by leaving) (why couldn't it just prove itself the better option that day in the bug jar. it must have been the lesser option after all)
lots of days where it gets stopped short thinking maybe this was all a mistake. maybe it should have curled up and died in the bug jar. maybe it's going against a greater power by surviving and finding a new purpose. maybe the last 6-12 months should never have happened for it
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