Negatives will always be there if we keep focusing on them, they drain you emotionally and bring you no benefit.
Focus on the positives you have, you have friends that support you and your work and still care about you. Occupy your mind with encouraging subjects. You still have plenty to give.
You joined a group of people not because they offered you something, but because you had something to wanted give. You can still give of yourself to others without that group. Keep doing the things that are worth protecting, keep defying the negativity of what others say or do to bring you down.
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Just do what you can. Even if it's something simple like getting up to get a snack or drink, or taking a shower.
Many love and care for you. Just keep hanging in there. We can get through this together.
Focus on the positives you have, you have friends that support you and your work and still care about you. Occupy your mind with encouraging subjects. You still have plenty to give.