But society makes me genuinely hate myself for being trans. I genuinely wish i was never alive by how much harm i have to go through by being constantly fetishized and sexually harrassed. I just wish i was treated like a human were people see me as a woman and not a trans woman.. you know?
Its getting to the point of suicidality and how much i really cannot handle myself seeing myself in the wrong body. but now being pushed back for even trying to feminize myself for the fear of being sexually abused and hurt by someone else because of how i am reminded on how i am just a object to
them. Every day i get reminded by some forms of media that i am just an object. and i get fetishized just because i just want to be a woman.. I've gotten emotionally abused and hurt so many times.. especially sexually harrassed for just being trans.. It really makes me think whats the point in going
forward in life when i am just only going to be seen that way. So sensitive..... autistic.. and even the worst part imo is just being cute... i am not even on hormones and i look alright. and i am scared that i am going to look really really fem and gonna be subject to consistent sexual harrassment.
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