I'm just him but it's a big surprise,
What'll happen when your youth mistakes become your demise?
Everything happens for what seems a reason
But these new struggles seem like gifts from holiday season
I guess I got coal on the long run
But I just can't leave with things undone
What'll happen when your youth mistakes become your demise?
Everything happens for what seems a reason
But these new struggles seem like gifts from holiday season
I guess I got coal on the long run
But I just can't leave with things undone
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What if they leave at the very end of the course?
What if my lead is misdeed and I'm wheat seeds for seaweed?
It's all just a scare of the moment
I should just not care about it and share my enrollment
My gramps'd be happy to see where I stood
He opened a door I didn't know was closed
Despite my other family that originally opposed
I'm just wondering about so many things
Like what if it succeeds and is my and their only bling?
I just hope that when you lived you didn't see me as hateful
And I just wanna enjoy all things while I can
But every time I think I'm safe life hits me with a pan
I hope they are ok with the mess I am
Who wishes for material things like a Porsche Cayenne
Like at one point your fast heart will suddenly shatter
Or he gets cancer again and with no second chance
What about your friends who go under deep trauma while you dance
Or the fact that you address your split with momma only when in a trance
And now you just wanna scream but you're voiceless...
So now you write little poems to the algorithm void
I bet when he sees your miserable state he'll be oh so overjoyed
First thing to fall was your hair
What's the matter do you want a fanfare?
You sound so bleak when you try to shriek
Just pack it all up if it fails
And pray your insecurities don't get to light if it prevails.