we called it a platonic live relationship, I wasn't able to feel love or sexual attraction for him for those 3 months even when we cuddle everyday xD, but things started to work strangely on my head, I found out the fact that I was not seeing a color of the life that was alway present, ignoring it - ThreadSky

yugenkivrc.bsky.social • 14 days ago

we called it a platonic live relationship, I wasn't able to feel love or sexual attraction for him for those 3 months even when we cuddle everyday xD, but things started to work strangely on my head, I found out the fact that I was not seeing a color of the life that was alway present, ignoring it

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yugenkivrc.bsky.social•14 days ago

here is when I found out that the way I was dealing with my aroace wasby being a nihilistic person, caring for things yes, but that in the end of all things actually almost nothings or maybe everythnig doesn't matter. I found it out becouse for the first time I discovered somethnig important in life

yugenkivrc.bsky.social•14 days ago

I can tell, even if we are aroace, body ask for things, so its normal that maybe we can feel empty somehow, therefore feeling bad. cuddles are good and kinda fixes that sensation the body craves but if really hard to find someone that respect the limitation we have, and when we find that someone..

yugenkivrc.bsky.social•14 days ago

well, strange things happens on the body, by experience, I was able to feel love for the first time, is a very dangerous trip, but I'm glad I took it, even with all the good and bad stuff.

nowadays although I can understand what is love and its sensation, I still find extremely it hard to achieve

yugenkivrc.bsky.social•14 days ago

but I'm not worry about that, becouse I can still count the person I love as my best friend, (yes, your first love keeps being your loved one forever no matter what hahah, is strange how body works there xD), now I can see that new color and that was the best gift my friend could have gave me

yugenkivrc.bsky.social•14 days ago

I wish you can find also the way to understand the needs of your body, surely it is kinda different for each person, but I can relate on that feeling of emptyness that lurks around by the lack of somethnig surely the human desires without the knowing of our will, I wish you the best of luck 💜

hobbert.bsky.social•14 days ago

Yeeess. Honestly I have had cuddles, at least in vrc, that I've enjoyed. But most of the time I like my space

hobbert.bsky.social•14 days ago

Unless headpats. Those are nice always

hobbert.bsky.social•14 days ago

Thank you for sharing <3! Thanks to some people, I've actually learned about some called QPR (queer platonic relationships) or platonic partners, and it honestly sounds right up my alley o:

All the commitment and sharing of life problems, without the sex and romance

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