so small-minded so as not to see out of my bubble. And honestly it's so easy to make excuses. People who didn't grow up in the environment here have absolutely no idea how bad it is. It seriously is considered "wrong-think" down here to believe different. You get so gaslit and silently cut off for - ThreadSky

levion.bsky.social • 63 days ago

so small-minded so as not to see out of my bubble. And honestly it's so easy to make excuses. People who didn't grow up in the environment here have absolutely no idea how bad it is. It seriously is considered "wrong-think" down here to believe different. You get so gaslit and silently cut off for

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levion.bsky.social•63 days ago

not believing what others believe until you either crack or decide trying to stand up for what you DO believe in isn't worth it anymore. I hate it here so much.

I just want to fix myself and be a better person. To be as tolerant as I can be and love people who are struggling in their own ways. So

levion.bsky.social•63 days ago

much of what kicked off my active separation was seeing just how vile the rhetoric from my friends and relatives during this past election cycle and the "trans panic" and all that shit. I just can't put up with it anymore. I can't put up with the way people I once respected and thought intelligent

levion.bsky.social•63 days ago

treat other people. It's heartbreaking. But I have nowhere else to go to cope with it. The few non-internet "friends" I still have are so faux-tolerant it hurts. Absolutely willing to agree in silence but not out loud and even then I'm still called weird or too different in private to get any sense

levion.bsky.social•63 days ago

of catharsis anyway. I'm just stuck here hating where my life led me to and trying so hard to claw my way out of this hole for a sense of personal principle and yet I'm surrounded on all sides by people with shovels instead of rope.

It's so strange too because I'm definitely NOT depressed because

levion.bsky.social•63 days ago

I know what that feels like. I was so horribly depressed in the years up until I finally removed myself. The last few have been the happiest years of my life. This year could've been if not for dealing with such an avalanche of negativity. It's put me in a state of total despair, not depression. I'm

levion.bsky.social•63 days ago

not sad, I feel fucking hopeless. Completely and utterly hopeless. And I haven't severed the last few threads that are still clinging on to my upbringing yet because I'm scared to. I know I need to, but I think if I lose the few people I have left, Idk what I'll do with myself. It's still a self-

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