what do i do do i do classwork so i don't waste hundreds or thousands of dollars on tuition, or do i start trying to draw my ocs so i can commission art of them finally but as a result i get tired of my lack of skill due to not practicing and start hating myself and die in a puddle? don't know atp - ThreadSky

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trulyunknowable.pmd.social • 6 days ago

what do i do

do i do classwork so i don't waste hundreds or thousands of dollars on tuition, or do i start trying to draw my ocs so i can commission art of them finally but as a result i get tired of my lack of skill due to not practicing and start hating myself and die in a puddle?

don't know atp

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g-rocket25.bsky.social•5 days ago

i am all to familiar with this feeling. sitting and doomscrolling will only make it worse, but it's also the only option i saw in that position. the thing that helps best with me is setting up a space to work on things. one for creative, one for homework. i leave my phone away, and just work

g-rocket25.bsky.social•5 days ago

i understand how much easier said than done that is, don't get me wrong. i am not at all telling you what to do, and it may not even help you. but the only person you are harming here is yourself, not your teachers, not your classmates. try to tune that voice out, if you can

g-rocket25.bsky.social•5 days ago

it's all so overwhelming and i'm sure this is too, but just know you never have to be alone. i know that struggle, and i know that pain.

trulyunknowable.pmd.social•5 days ago

the answer is sit here and doomscroll

want to die

trulyunknowable.pmd.social•5 days ago

doomscrolling and getting gender envy while gorging myself on pure sugar because i apparently can't fucking do anything positive

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