People think I’m just playing into the “oh I’m depressed I lost Malena bit” but it’s a genuine cry for help, streams are a small distraction from the pain, it feels like my hearts being torn from the inside every morning I wake up and remember what my life is. - ThreadSky

nmplol.bsky.social • 193 days ago

People think I’m just playing into the “oh I’m depressed I lost Malena bit” but it’s a genuine cry for help, streams are a small distraction from the pain, it feels like my hearts being torn from the inside every morning I wake up and remember what my life is.

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invaric.bsky.social•188 days ago

I've been there myself and while I'm sure you won't take it seriously or presume it's a scam, which is good to be skeptical btw, but nothing ventured nothing gained as they say. if you ever want someone to just vent on that's been there before and found their way out, give me a dm here or twitter.

lightningshift.bsky.social•192 days ago

Can't imagine what you're going through. I've been with my wife 20 years now. Stay strong, live long, and prosper.

lamberjoe.bsky.social•193 days ago

As stupid as it’s Sound, but this is normal, and it will get better, probably will take months, but it will fade. It’s hard to tell from the view of a Viewer whats jokes, but just don’t hurt your friends, sometimes you truly go off the deep end. Just slow down a bit, and let your heart heal.

lamberjoe.bsky.social•193 days ago

And remember your life is good, you have good friends, money and a nice life, it’s just your broken heart that let it look miserable. And remember outside of the twitch space 33 is still young you have still enough time.

mcvelvetjanuary.bsky.social•193 days ago

Maybe try a therapist. The ones I've tried didn't work for me, but everyone is different. Stay strong brother.

killerham.bsky.social•193 days ago

I can’t imagine how much pain you’re in. :( Your streams bring joy to so many people, though, and you matter more than you know. ❤️

acblender.bsky.social•193 days ago

Not sure if it's the real nmp, but I guess there's no harm in me saying that anyway:

I'm sorry to hear that man, it sounds really rough. Can't imagine what you're going through. It'll get better with time. I'm sure you've helped countless people in a similar situation with your streams

prandpw.bsky.social•193 days ago

I'm in a really bad spot myself with no way out. I understand.

ccywna.bsky.social•192 days ago

Heartbreak is like grief

Your in stage 4 - depression

Stage 5 - acceptance

Can take awhile to go from 4 to 5

Therapist can help - highly recommend

bootyfood.bsky.social•193 days ago

You good bro?

frazzlejam.bsky.social•193 days ago

My mitten brother. You have so many friends and fans who love you. If all the girls n streaming aint helpin maybe its time to take a small break to rediscover who you are and what you value. Getting lost in your work only helps so much when at the end of the day theres only you.

elegant-light.bsky.social•193 days ago

I'm sorry to hear that, what are you trying to do to make yourself better.

silverarrows47.bsky.social•193 days ago

Mate, there are deeper issues at play. Please seek out a therapist. It can make a world of difference to help find your purpose, to fill that emptiness that you can't quite put your finger on. I think you're a great contract creator. I have empathy for things to not spiral out of control for you.

misskyliee.bsky.social•193 days ago

Heartbreak is a real thing & I’m sorry you are going through hell. Just take it day by day & do the things that are making you happy even if they are distractions. Be around the people who love you too. You’ll get through this, it’ll take time which sucks, but one day it’ll be a little less painful.

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