People think I’m just playing into the “oh I’m depressed I lost Malena bit” but it’s a genuine cry for help, streams are a small distraction from the pain, it feels like my hearts being torn from the inside every morning I wake up and remember what my life is.
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I'm sorry to hear that man, it sounds really rough. Can't imagine what you're going through. It'll get better with time. I'm sure you've helped countless people in a similar situation with your streams
Your in stage 4 - depression
Stage 5 - acceptance
Can take awhile to go from 4 to 5
Therapist can help - highly recommend